[drabbles] World behind my wall
Name: World behind my wall
Disclaimer: The lyrics belong to Tokio Hotel and SuJu belong to SMent+themselves+their lovers.
Pairings: Kyumin, Eunhae, Henwook, Hanchul, Kyuteuk, Yewook, Si(han)chul
Note: I was struggling with a 2Min fic but suddenly my inspiration went to Super Junior side and I just felt like writing drabbles.
note2: It might sound weird but I didn't listen to the songs while writing. Just write what I felt while reading the lyrics.
Before: Stories of drabbles:
1st: On a rainy day, Sungmin tries Starcraft.
2nd: Donghae is a little distant to Eunhyuk.
3rd: Henry, Ryeowook and their friends go to a garden one day.
4th: Heechul made a promise to himself the day Hangeng leaves.
5th: Leeteuk visits Kyuhyun.
6th: Yesung does something Ryeowook doesn't want.
7th: Everyone is sad, but only Heechul cries.
It’s raining today, the blinds are shut.
It’s always the same.
I tried all the games that they play,
but they made me insane.
"I can not understand how you play with this, Kyuhyun." The younger one put his chin to other's shoulder and showed him the directions. But even before he tried, older one gave up. He got up and went to the window. The peaceful sound of rain drops hitting glass... The darkness that covered up the blue, sparkling sky... The people that were running around instead of standing somewhere and laughing loudly... Sungmin touched the glass unconsciously and shivered as his hand stayed on the cold window. Two warm arms made their ways on this body, he ignored them, he ignored the hot breath near his left ear. He blinked, blinked then closed his eyes quietly.
"What are you thinking?" What didn't he think, would be a better question. How their relationship was going to work, how to not fans realize he was actually feeling like sick sometimes... He just glanced at his lover and put his fake smile on his face.
"Nothing."
Life on TV it’s random,
it means nothing to me.
I’m writing down what I cannot see
wanna wake up in a dream.
"People actually LOVED the logo song you wrote!" Eunhyuk exclaimed loudly. Then just threw his arms to air. What was he doing? Donghae just ignored him, even though he had to be the happy Donghae and play with Hyuk. He held pen tightly and looked into the darkness behind his eyelids. After a few seconds of silence, dancing machine heard the sound of pen writing something. Not even daring to glance there, he just watched television.
"Oh! It's our sh-oh, sorry." Whenever he was writing something, Donghae was aggressive. But it was just to Eunhyuk. Whenever Leeteuk or Siwon or someone else tried to budge him, they were welcomed by a handsome smile. The lovers were seperated a lot because of schedules but none of them was bothered by that. Monkey was bothered by papers. The papers, who discracted his fishy and took him away whenever they were alone. Without realizing, one or two tears made their way to his chin. He dried his face without other realizing. He thought that he should go and talk to someone about his lover but a paper stopped him on his way to door. A paper and a red writing that was sparkling on it. He hugged his fishy tightly, whispering sweetest things to his ear. Something hitting ground made some sound because room was silent, something that had three words, I love you on it.
Oh, oh.
They’re telling me it’s beautiful.
I believe them, but will I ever know
the world behind my wall.
"Oh! There are lots of flowers here!" He heard his lover say, along with some other kids he didn't know. He could actually smell flowers, hear some bees' sound and feel sunshine against his skin. He bended down and reached for one of the flowers, it's leaves were really soft. Without realizing, a thorn made it's way into his skin. He let a painful voice out and in a second his lover was next to him.
"Does it hurt, Henry?" It didn't really. Or maybe it did, he just didn't want to bother Ryeowook with something this small. He just shook his head and licked his finger. He just couldn't bother Ryeowook anymore, because forever darkness was, now, familiar to him. Because whenever he felt a pain, he remembered the times he could see.
Oh, oh.
The sun will shine like never before.
One day I will be ready to go,
see the world behind my wall.
"I'll come see you some day. Good luck." He just said that and left. Leaving Heechul with question marks. 'Come see you some day'? Maybe he could just watch his videos online and be satisfied with it. But... he wasn't a fan of Hankyung or anything. Chinese boy was just his friend. Korean one would support other through anything but he just regretted all the things he did to Hangeng. He went over window, just to see black car leaving. He promised to himself, he would definately see Hangeng 'some' day.
Trains in the sky are travelling
trough fragments of time.
They’re taking me to parts of my mind
that no one can find.
"Didn't I promise I would come everyweek?" He smiled to the silence. He glanced to the trees, to the grass. The wild life was better than normal in the end. He wasn't even thinking about anything but he had already started crying. Nobody could see or hear, knowing that the leader cried harder. He poured all his emotions to his tears.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't protect you, Kyuhyun." He let his fingers wander on the gravestone. More and more tears fall as he put some flowers next to the gravestone. He got up and shook off the dust. The time they celebrated Kyuhyun's birthday at an award show, the times they played around with Kyuhyun... All were just painful memories. He glanced at the name on the gravestone and without cleaning his face, he left graveyard. He left with a strong pain in his heart and he left his mind at graveyard.
I’m ready to fall.
I’m ready to crawl on my kness to know it all.
I’m ready to heal.
I’m ready to feel.
"I'm sorry!" Younger one just ignored him and threw some flour on him. He gestured the other to shut up and leave him alone but that just made Yesung hug him. Ryeowook pushed him with dirty hands and poked him on the forehead. After struggling with Yesung for half an hour, the cute boy pushed the talented boy out of the kitchen.
"I already said I am sorry! Just stop being like this." Hearing these words, Ryeowook let his body fell to the ground. He hugged his knees and smiled to no one.
"I was never angry at the first place."
Oh, oh.
The sun will shine like never before.
One day I will be ready to go
see the world behind my wall.
"He will come back." The Simba hugged his princess, seeing the crystal colored tears falling down to the ground. Was it one month after Chinese man left or just one day, no one knew. Everybody was upset. Everybody was sad. But only one person was crying. Everywhere in that house was filled with memories, photos. He just couldn't forget it. He could mask his feelings outside, to fans, to media. But not in that piece of trash that had Hangeng's smell all over it.
"I want to leave. I want to go, Siwon." But even after saying that, both of them knew, he couldn't go.
Please do comment~ <3
Disclaimer: The lyrics belong to Tokio Hotel and SuJu belong to SMent+themselves+their lovers.
Pairings: Kyumin, Eunhae, Henwook, Hanchul, Kyuteuk, Yewook, Si(han)chul
Note: I was struggling with a 2Min fic but suddenly my inspiration went to Super Junior side and I just felt like writing drabbles.
note2: It might sound weird but I didn't listen to the songs while writing. Just write what I felt while reading the lyrics.
Before: Stories of drabbles:
1st: On a rainy day, Sungmin tries Starcraft.
2nd: Donghae is a little distant to Eunhyuk.
3rd: Henry, Ryeowook and their friends go to a garden one day.
4th: Heechul made a promise to himself the day Hangeng leaves.
5th: Leeteuk visits Kyuhyun.
6th: Yesung does something Ryeowook doesn't want.
7th: Everyone is sad, but only Heechul cries.
It’s raining today, the blinds are shut.
It’s always the same.
I tried all the games that they play,
but they made me insane.
"I can not understand how you play with this, Kyuhyun." The younger one put his chin to other's shoulder and showed him the directions. But even before he tried, older one gave up. He got up and went to the window. The peaceful sound of rain drops hitting glass... The darkness that covered up the blue, sparkling sky... The people that were running around instead of standing somewhere and laughing loudly... Sungmin touched the glass unconsciously and shivered as his hand stayed on the cold window. Two warm arms made their ways on this body, he ignored them, he ignored the hot breath near his left ear. He blinked, blinked then closed his eyes quietly.
"What are you thinking?" What didn't he think, would be a better question. How their relationship was going to work, how to not fans realize he was actually feeling like sick sometimes... He just glanced at his lover and put his fake smile on his face.
"Nothing."
Life on TV it’s random,
it means nothing to me.
I’m writing down what I cannot see
wanna wake up in a dream.
"People actually LOVED the logo song you wrote!" Eunhyuk exclaimed loudly. Then just threw his arms to air. What was he doing? Donghae just ignored him, even though he had to be the happy Donghae and play with Hyuk. He held pen tightly and looked into the darkness behind his eyelids. After a few seconds of silence, dancing machine heard the sound of pen writing something. Not even daring to glance there, he just watched television.
"Oh! It's our sh-oh, sorry." Whenever he was writing something, Donghae was aggressive. But it was just to Eunhyuk. Whenever Leeteuk or Siwon or someone else tried to budge him, they were welcomed by a handsome smile. The lovers were seperated a lot because of schedules but none of them was bothered by that. Monkey was bothered by papers. The papers, who discracted his fishy and took him away whenever they were alone. Without realizing, one or two tears made their way to his chin. He dried his face without other realizing. He thought that he should go and talk to someone about his lover but a paper stopped him on his way to door. A paper and a red writing that was sparkling on it. He hugged his fishy tightly, whispering sweetest things to his ear. Something hitting ground made some sound because room was silent, something that had three words, I love you on it.
Oh, oh.
They’re telling me it’s beautiful.
I believe them, but will I ever know
the world behind my wall.
"Oh! There are lots of flowers here!" He heard his lover say, along with some other kids he didn't know. He could actually smell flowers, hear some bees' sound and feel sunshine against his skin. He bended down and reached for one of the flowers, it's leaves were really soft. Without realizing, a thorn made it's way into his skin. He let a painful voice out and in a second his lover was next to him.
"Does it hurt, Henry?" It didn't really. Or maybe it did, he just didn't want to bother Ryeowook with something this small. He just shook his head and licked his finger. He just couldn't bother Ryeowook anymore, because forever darkness was, now, familiar to him. Because whenever he felt a pain, he remembered the times he could see.
Oh, oh.
The sun will shine like never before.
One day I will be ready to go,
see the world behind my wall.
"I'll come see you some day. Good luck." He just said that and left. Leaving Heechul with question marks. 'Come see you some day'? Maybe he could just watch his videos online and be satisfied with it. But... he wasn't a fan of Hankyung or anything. Chinese boy was just his friend. Korean one would support other through anything but he just regretted all the things he did to Hangeng. He went over window, just to see black car leaving. He promised to himself, he would definately see Hangeng 'some' day.
Trains in the sky are travelling
trough fragments of time.
They’re taking me to parts of my mind
that no one can find.
"Didn't I promise I would come everyweek?" He smiled to the silence. He glanced to the trees, to the grass. The wild life was better than normal in the end. He wasn't even thinking about anything but he had already started crying. Nobody could see or hear, knowing that the leader cried harder. He poured all his emotions to his tears.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't protect you, Kyuhyun." He let his fingers wander on the gravestone. More and more tears fall as he put some flowers next to the gravestone. He got up and shook off the dust. The time they celebrated Kyuhyun's birthday at an award show, the times they played around with Kyuhyun... All were just painful memories. He glanced at the name on the gravestone and without cleaning his face, he left graveyard. He left with a strong pain in his heart and he left his mind at graveyard.
I’m ready to fall.
I’m ready to crawl on my kness to know it all.
I’m ready to heal.
I’m ready to feel.
"I'm sorry!" Younger one just ignored him and threw some flour on him. He gestured the other to shut up and leave him alone but that just made Yesung hug him. Ryeowook pushed him with dirty hands and poked him on the forehead. After struggling with Yesung for half an hour, the cute boy pushed the talented boy out of the kitchen.
"I already said I am sorry! Just stop being like this." Hearing these words, Ryeowook let his body fell to the ground. He hugged his knees and smiled to no one.
"I was never angry at the first place."
Oh, oh.
The sun will shine like never before.
One day I will be ready to go
see the world behind my wall.
"He will come back." The Simba hugged his princess, seeing the crystal colored tears falling down to the ground. Was it one month after Chinese man left or just one day, no one knew. Everybody was upset. Everybody was sad. But only one person was crying. Everywhere in that house was filled with memories, photos. He just couldn't forget it. He could mask his feelings outside, to fans, to media. But not in that piece of trash that had Hangeng's smell all over it.
"I want to leave. I want to go, Siwon." But even after saying that, both of them knew, he couldn't go.
Please do comment~ <3