Dreams
a few nights ago, I dreamt that I was at Sam Cote-Brown's house. There was like 15 people all crammed into her attic, and like 10 cats. Everyone was sleeping over, and it was just a cool time. I had to leave in the morning to take the SATs or something, and so I left and went to this like...shack thing. I took my test and then went back to Sam's. That's all I really remember.
Then 2 nights ago, I had a dream in which I was friends with all black people. We went to go on the subway, and on the way in through the doors, there was a threat that the KKK was on this freighter thing. I told my friends, "Nah, they're just trying to scare you. Let's go." And so we all got on and there was like big guys with bats and stuff. They made my friends and I sit on like the edge of the back of the train, and then the "subway" [which was more like a freight train in a tunnel.] started going. There was like dead bodies on the side of the tracks and stuff.
__Then I realized I was white, so I was like, "Hey, I have nothing to fear." So I got up and started flirting with the KKK guys, because we all know I have this thing for racists. And then I think I woke up. When I went back to sleep, I was at my house, and there were 2 of the KKK guys from the previous dream trying to get with me. The first one was chunky, and I didn't like that, but he sorta put me in his car, and we started driving down Albee Road towards Uxbridge, he hit a stone wall and it was really really fun. haha.
__The second KKK guy was actually really freaking hot. So he and I went on a walk and I was all like "I wanna tap this." and so we sat on a bench, and started to get our freak on. But he couldn't get it up. Then I woke up to the house phone ringing unfortunately.
Last night I had a dream that Megan and I ended up in the same place. We were okay with each other and I dunno we were beginning to get our spark back. We went to some derby thing at the school with all the boys. I don't really remember much of the dream, just the amazing feeling I had all over my body because Megan and I were alright.
Now I'm awake and reality slapped me in the face. I can't cash my check today because [duhhh] no banks are open. The world keeps holding me down, man. But I'm meeting Nate tonight, and that gives me a reason to smile.