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[formerfetus]

i woke up today with something that i can only define as a "hangover" but it wasn't even similar. i had three drinks over the course of 8 hours last night, slept for seven hours, and drank tons of water. i had no headache, but constant nausea. i imagine this is what vertigo feels like. as my day progressed, it subsided, but i could barely keep my

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[rainorshine978]

So how did you get rid of your habit? Coke is the single most addicting drug today, did you know that?

[formerfetus]

i woke up one day, completely depressed. i tried waking up my then-boyfriend and drug supplier because he usually cuddled with me until we both slept it off, but he didn't wake up. so i cried and called my therapist, went in a few hours later and then we talked to my parents. haven't touched it since.