Comments | formerfetus: twenty-five days since conception; eleven days to abortion

formerfetus

twenty-five days since conception; eleven days to abortion

Jun 18, 2005 23:56

stewart
today i got really creeped out when mentally referring to the fetus as "Stewart." not because it's naming a fetus, and not because i'm commissioning someone to kill it. i was feeling strange because i named it after a person that i do not know and do not like. i named it specifically after a person that i would never want anyone that i am ( Read more... )

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doredy June 19 2005, 04:32:43 UTC

I liked "pest," myself.

anonymous June 19 2005, 04:56:06 UTC

You should name it after me :-)

You know who this is, don't kid yourself.

formerfetus June 19 2005, 05:05:26 UTC

mt laurel, NJ?

anonymous June 19 2005, 05:08:31 UTC

That's the same town you live in, right?

formerfetus June 19 2005, 05:19:22 UTC

no.

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anonymous June 19 2005, 05:10:41 UTC

Do your parents know?

formerfetus June 19 2005, 05:18:53 UTC

no.

psychesky June 19 2005, 06:20:00 UTC

Lexapro is also my friend, altho for panic attacks and not depression. Try not to forget it *too* often, it will mess things up.

A lot of people are declaring this journal a fake, and altho I am a sceptic to the core, I am still reading. Because even if this *did* turn out to be fake, you were a total attention seeker, it wouldn't change the fact that it's interesting. Fiction still sells in the bookstore, right? Anyways, what's worse: offering support to someone who turns out *not* to need it, or harrassing someone who it turns out *does*?

Good luck with everything. Just because some people think you should be totally distraught about this, doesn't mean that you have to be. You're taking charge of a situation and you've made a choice. Be proud.

pinkfurrycat June 19 2005, 07:02:59 UTC

yeah, a lot of people are saying this is fake.
I still like reading it anyway.

formerfetus June 19 2005, 19:41:32 UTC

yeah it's not fake. but i'm tired of arguing with people about it. seriously, read or don't read. the journal isn't written for anyone but me (and maybe my mom in the future when i tell her) anyway.

several of my friends have come on here, and throwingstardna's journal vouching for my validity. of course sometimes they had to post anonymously so people didn't track me down haha.

anyway, thank you for your support (or those of you who have provided it) because i *do* need it and it does mean a lot to me.

<3

theoneontheleft June 20 2005, 01:03:41 UTC

Very good point.

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freetothink June 19 2005, 09:53:47 UTC

i sense a lot of hate in you

weepingorge June 19 2005, 15:10:45 UTC

Embrace your hatred, come with me to the darkside
(twenty some odd years later, the fetus returns to defeat her)

luckyfetus June 20 2005, 06:14:24 UTC

haha she hugs me all the time!

luckyfetus June 20 2005, 06:14:12 UTC

nah i doubt it. shes a loving person