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[formlyunknown]

Day One

I think this might be backfiring on me. I'll type up word for word what I was able to write in my notebook.

Outfit = 'goth' pants from Hot Topic, black/blue eye shadow, heavy black eye liner, black nail polish, black ( I call them) 'combat' boots, my glasses (have to), silver ball bracelet, Rock the Arts bracelet, Go Red For Women

Comments

[x_trueblonde_x]

typical reaction, though I would have thought it would be a bit different.

Why did you want to call it off? Don't want to risk losing people as friends. WEll that happened to me when I kind of changed. I stopped following everyone's stupid rules and became myself. But since I go to a catholic school, it is a little easier. But basiclly I lost a bunch of friends and stuff, but I gained new ones.

But your situation is totally different.

[formlyunknown]

You misunderstood. I not saying I'm going to bail. It's just we have three days of school this week. Tuesday, Wednesday and Thrusday. I was going to spend those three days as 'goth' Jackie. But, now...I'm going to cut it short to Tuesday and Wednesday as 'goth' me. Then Thursday as me so over the worst weekend of my life (later explination) I can write up the paper for it all. I'll post a copy for you, I promise.

[x_trueblonde_x]

AH i get it now. See my blonde brain can not prcoess the information clearly.