damn today was entertaining as all hell. i swear to god...i felt important today..and thats so sick and twisted..but tis true...haha. shit yo chics are vicious. I mean even as a ref, i see seven year old boys play soccer and all they do is try to score goals and beat the other team, but then i see seven year old girls play and i see absolute ( Read more... )

i thought this was supposed to feel really good, why am i constantly mistaken? why should i have to see this everyday?, why cant i seem to overcome my pain?, why now, that i am putting effort in, do i seem to be failing...at everything? i thought this was supposed to feel happy....i thought you were supposed to mitigate my pain with your touch... ( Read more... )

3 MONTHS chica!!..oh yeah go us! woop woop ( Read more... )

remember that night at her house when you tore your nails through my flesh. i was torn. i felt so alone and abused. i felt so bad cause i knew i did this to you. i felt like indulging in your unbridled anger just to mollify my fear that maybe in fact it was truly your honest and deepest desires to ruin me and make me suffer real pain for once ( Read more... )

i dunno ive been feeling really weird these past few days....or so. yeah i dunno ive been having these mixed emotions about everything and everyone..its odd. i havent updated in a while and felt like doing it tonight cause im hella bored. yeah so tomorrow we have a half day thats gonna be fun...and thats followed by a four day weekend and ( Read more... )

ha i gotta cell phone today...yes im a bit late in the whole cell phone craze. its not my fault...whateba. today was great...im so happy..i feel really special and happy...its a great feeling and les gave me these really cool/cute(i never said that word for the record) checkered finger cuffs...they rock my world ( Read more... )

meh....i feel like although now that i have a livejournal and i cant say how i feel and just anything basically on it...i cant. its more complicated than that. and it doesnt help. i think im too nice...and i keep to myself way too much...ive never really had a best friend up until about last year or so....i mean the kind of best friend you tell ( Read more... )

ah! i had o cut my mohawk..its smaller(hey yo!) well it had a good running time...about three weeks something like that. whatever im kinda pissed but hey there are some battled you just have to lose. oh man this weekend...thats a neck marino. haha! later days.

"are you happy marino?".... i dont know, what does it feel like?

...umm yeah so this weekend or the weekend that just passed..yeah twas fun..entertaining..i dunno homecoming dance was ghetto...fire alarm went off..ha thats funny..i laugh at the stupidity..yeah i dunno. we lost our game on saturday although we shouldve won, and then we lost our last game against dobbs yetserday...im sad inside....last time ill ( Read more... )