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[forsakendirge]

I've been sick the last little while. I wondered around the house at some really early hour and discovered Miranda was downstairs. Her and I talked about stuff for a while, but at the end of it all I felt myself starting to go numb. I can't seem to make it over my stumbling block when it comes to those who have talking to those who have not. I'm

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[makheru]

::sigh:: It takes a lot for me to suggest this, given my own personal opinions on the matter, but if it is that bad Brandon you might want to get with a doctor about getting on anti-depressants until you things turn around. I know that sounds like an easy way out, and I'm not suggesting you're weak or unable to handle this by making this suggestion, but as someone who has dealt with serious depression most of his life - if you are to the point that you truly and honestly don't care then you should really consider it. As, to be bluntly honest, I don't want you doing anything to yourself and in that state of mind it is easy to get to that point. Please, for your own sake, consider it. It could very well help you get a handle on this rather than letting it eat away at you more and more. I've seen depression take away at least three people I cared about, two of whom I'll never see again because they took their own lives. It is very serious and there is no shame in getting help with it if you can't manage it on your own. No one will think