Enigmatically Gray
Right now I'm not happy and I'm not sad. I'm not really anything at the moment, just this sort of numb sensation. There are so many things I don't want to think about right now. I can't tell if my body is mounting some sort of defense against the deepening anxiety, but I can't really focus on those subjects that make me feel so twisted inside. I
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I don't believe it's "God's plan" for you to fail. If God is as they say Merciful and loves his children, even old testament style burning bushes and smiting Sodom and Gammora he didn't set them up to fail. He only stepped in when he felt they f*cked up, and supposedly God is now a lot nicer.
We all are our own worse enemies. I am mine, Wes is his, you are yours. (Except of course for Barney. Barney is everyone's enemy...) everyone sets themselves up sometimes, whether we ever realize it or not. It happens, we live we learn we move on a little more scarred and a little more angry and a little more jaded than we were before.
All you can do is hold your head high in defiance of the universe say "screw the BS you keep throwing at me, and screw your momma too!" and keep trudging forward hoping we get a break somewhere along the line.
And we got peeps to help. And crunchy chicks.
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