So, it is 1:31 Ante Meridiem and I still remain online. Why? Well, actually, because I'm conversing with Anastacia. And I am really, super bored. I'm not tired enough to turn off the computer. I had a pretty blah day. Nothing good happened, but nothing too bad happened either. Except like no one called me all day even though everyone said they ( Read more... )

HAVE YOU EVER ( Read more... )

I'm grounded, and I'm bored. Well I'm always bored, but I am never grounded. This is weird, and I don't like it, obviously, I believe that's the desired effect. So, as the main three people that I talk to online are at Hollywood Park having what I'm sure is some major fun, and my best friend continues to not call me back for some reason unbeknown ( Read more... )

1. What time is it: 6:53 ( Read more... )

hmm...where to start, as if i have so much to say...the first half of break was a sad waste of time...christmas was wonderful in every way, i got to see all of my dads side of the family that i haven't seen in four years, or since mary came into the fucking picture and fucked it over...rage...but i received lots of money that i spent two days after ( Read more... )

I'm up way too early!

Merry Christmas Eve!

That's all.

<3

I am so bored. Christmas break is utterly pointless when you live far away from everyone that you care about. If I have to experience this "quality family time" any further, I will go insane. My Mom keeps asking me to decorate the tree, but I don't want to. I'm not feeling any Christmas spirit this year. If only it would snow. I have a lot of ( Read more... )

hmm...i'm still sick...that's no fun at all...i have an endless amount of christmas shopping to get done...i don't have anything else to say really...happy 1 year to stacie & patrick yesterday! yay. ???

fucking sick. of all the times to get sick, it had to be last night/today. food poisoning? i cannot think of anything that i ate that someone else didn't eat...and no one else is sick..? great way to start break. i am missing my psych & algebra finals.....i am missing too much..and the night that i finally had the car...damn..

so he didn't come...surprise surprise! he calls my mom this morning and says he's still coming...so i thought maybe he actually would? but that was just me falling for it again. i hate falling for his lies more than the fact that i don't see him. that feeling of vulnerability that i'm left with while simultaneously feeling idiotic for believing him ( Read more... )