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[fortuna_s]

Ended a friendship with a girl I've known for a good deal of time.  I've cried about it and bitched about it and I feel like the bad guy, but I know in my heart I did what I had to do.  I couldn't stand anymore of her manipulation, ignoring me and throwing me scraps of attention and me begging for more.  I don't want anything to do with our past,

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[abby_sarajane]

It hurts, but sometimes that's the best thing to do, the only thing. You're better than me, I let it go on and on and cling hopelessly even when I'm suffering like mad. They're usually the ones to break it off. :: hugs:: It's hard, but you've made the right choice, I think.

:: loves::

[fortuna_s]

*hugs* thanks so much, and I hope we both have better luck in our relationships

And sorry that I've been poking you so much on MSN, I can get a little...clingy, as I'm sure anyone can tell you u.u

[abby_sarajane]

I hope so, too <3

Oh hon, it's totally ok <3 Talk to me whenever you feel like it, whenever you want to. It's fine. That's what friends are for. <3

[fortuna_s]

Ah, I just miss you on MSN. It's so hard to find you sometimes becase you always say 'offline' ;__; I see why Silvy's always trying to get a hold of you *grabbyhands*

[la_vie_cynique]

Manipulation? Had you ever considered that maybe I'm just terrible at long distance communication?

Never mind. I shouldn't even be here. I apologize.

[fortuna_s]

Maybe I'm talking about the few years prior. Maybe I'm talking about stringing me along like a little toy and breaking me. Maybe I'm talking about you just not giving a fuck about how much you've hurt me, and that you think you can just walk out of my life or come back into it whenever you choose.
You've hurt me in every imaginable way Aren, and I wouldn't be surprised to hear if you haven't changed at all. I'm sick of being hurt by you. I'm sick of having to hate myself because you didn't love me back. I'm sick of you acting like you've done nothing wrong, or that you're sorry when you're not.
A clean break heals the quickest, and I want to be done hurting over you. I do not wish you ill, I wish you would change but I don't wish you ill. Good bye Aren.

[onlyinthislight]

Sorry Fortuna, it's been awhile

[fortuna_s]

*hugs* thanks dear, I missed you too. I hope college is going well for you. Luckily, it hasn't been all bad on my side, I've been coming up with a lot of cool storyverses and working on a lot of writing projects. I've also been accepted into some advanced programs in my community college, which I'm really excited about. :)
I'm glad to see you again, I hope we can talk 411 sometime in the near future XD

[dannath]

I know how it is, I went through something kind of like that when I broke up with Ali. It was for the best.
Knowing that it will hurt a while might help to take it easy, so just calm down, it'll be alright.

[fortuna_s]

*hugs* thanks a lot. It's getting a lot better, especially since I thought for a long time about it before actually executing any plan.