You know what? Screw it.

[fortuna_s]

Alright, if anyone else in the fucking world has a fucking problem with me, I want them to just shut the hell up. I don't want to hear it anymore. If I'm such a goddamn bad friend that we can't talk things out like adults, then fuck you. Just fuck you. I'm sick of feeling like crap because other people make me feel like crap. I'm really not

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[abby_sarajane]

D: What happened hon? I hope everything's ok. Things will look better tommorrrow.

There's some line somewhere about "Things will look brighter in the morning." I wanna say it's Tom Bombadill but I'm almost sure I'm wrong. all I can remember from that is "Fear no nightly noises, Tom Bombadill is here." and that's not really very helpful.

[fortuna_s]

Thanks, I wish all the problems would be gone today, but they're still lingering over my head like a stormcloud. I do feel slightly better. Less about hurting myself and more about hurting other people -_-

C'est la vie, c'est la vie... just so much shit has been hitting the fan lately I don't know what to do.

[abby_sarajane]

Yeah, trust me, I hear you on that level.

[fortuna_s]

*huggles*

[onlyinthislight]

I'm sorry dear, I hope it all clears up. And damn straight I hear you on the no longer wanting to roll over for others bizz. I'm passive because I'm *nice*, not because I am weak. I am tired of living my life "around" other people's emotions just because they can't properly control or express them.

[fortuna_s]

Tru dat. u.u

And yeah, I have a feeling things'll clear up. I'm just so gosh darn upset that it happened in the first place that I don't even want to think about it.

Thanks for the comment dearest. Means a lot.