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On anxiety and the past week.
The past few weeks have not been healthy weeks. The short version is that I had dengue, but didn't know about it until after I got better, and then i started getting these really bad anxiety attacks. I don't know why. I just know I get them. Randomly ( Read more... ) -
For fuck's sake.
I have to get some sleep. I woke up at 3am, realized I had to make a phone call, made a phone call, then couldn't go back to sleep ( Read more... ) -
The NoPlan plan.
Two More days to go.
Two more days till the NoPlan plan takes effect, and I start floating in unemployment limbo for a while. Strangely enough, I am not that worried. I'm just going to take what I am dealt with and I'm going to fly with it. Yes, I realize unemployment is not necessarily a good thing, but I've been working my ass off since before ( Read more... ) -
Coke light.
Nobody To You
I am nobody to you.
I have no right nor inclination to be anyone.
No place to say or feel
no right to opinion.
I know my place well
(or my lack of a place)
so i say nothing.
But i never leave your side.
And you don't see
and I don't mind.
I didn't need a sorry. A thank you and some attention would have been great though. I'm glad you enjoyed ( Read more... ) -
Phhht.
So a lot has managed to happen. I've resigned from work.
I find it sad how that last little sentence defines the first one. I want to remedy that. Also, I want to get drunk with my friends again. And to have pseudo-intellectual conversation. Or even stupid conversation.
Nanu, nanu. -
Sunday best. (a long entry)
It has long been established in Filipino communities that Sunday is family day. Businessmen don’t have work, farmers rest, and kids don’t have class. It’s the day everyone gets together so they can go to mass and reconnect with the familial bond that sometimes disappears during the workweek. Coming from a relatively typical Pinoy family, this is ( Read more... ) -
Denny Crane
So I can't sleep. I've been feeding my newest addiction. Boston Legal ( Read more... ) -
Pot (eew. High school-ish poetry.)
I remember holding hands ( Read more... ) -
My ever growing list.
More things to add to my plans that I want to get going but never seem to actually do.
Sit in on the SPIT open jam.
Practice with the Bystanders again.
try to get into the Litcritters my sister told me about.
As for my existing plans, no update yet. Guess why? Guess?
Yup. Guess? is the reason. Damn it. Hands down one of the most confusing ( Read more... ) -
On being Hungry.
Now that I'm over myself being emo, I can write about something a little less... kiddy ( Read more... )