I just wrote this huge, fucking long post that had a newspaper clipping typed in it... plus my ponderings of how i felt last night after reading a bunch of my memories from years ago... i hit post... and it just fucking post the first couple of sentences... i hate this im hungry

So... its been a crazy past two weeks. Krystle traded in her car for a brand new Kia Soul. I did something that could possibly get Krystle preggers ( Read more... )

Wow, work has just destroyed me today. We are supposed to have the Regional Vice President come in tomorrow, so I figured my day would be walking all my departments and fixing everything that was wrong with them. A good amount of work, yes, but not as much work as they had planned for me ( Read more... )

So... how do you know you care for someone a great amount?

They cry because of you and all you can think about is killing yourself because it was your fault. Goddamn it why couldnt i have said im sorry.

Fuck.

...its so stressful. Holy crap its killing me. Today i went in at 8 and didnt get off until 6:30. And thats while only taking a 30 minute lunch ( Read more... )

So I thought I was supposed to be in at work at 8. Nope, I was wrong, it was 11. So not only am I a bit angry at that, but since i was there so early I decided to go ahead and get in line for the specials we were having at the store. So now im the owner of a shiny PSP with the games God of War, Crisis Core, the movie Super Bad, and a 512mb ( Read more... )

So last night was really fun. Started off with me picking up Jamie and driving to Tiffs to wait for her to get home from school, after that we went to Surin West for a great dinner and then onto my house for a good few hours of Rockband2. It was great!, which made me get an idea... well... rather borrow things that have happened in the past few ( Read more... )

Still... I'm sore. The horse ride, though brief, was fantastic. The fall however... wasn't so much. But it was completely worth it to be with friends again. Watching Jamie play with the kids, not only did she seem like she was a kid... she was also the size of one as well. Watching Ben be... well.. Ben. Potter being potter with the smile and ( Read more... )

Today... I actually felt like I worked. I mean, I guess I work well everyday and do good, thats what my managers say at least. But lately, well the past month or so, I just really havent felt like it. Constantly afraid that every day I go to work that I might be fired, or told how bad im doing. I just dont feel like I do enough at work to ( Read more... )

So... I got my new computer. Hurrah! although i still need to do some upgrades, a new power supply is a must... and a graphics card and maybe a sound card. Sound card can wait, but not the power supply or the graphics card. Some nice specs imo. 2.4ghz Intel 2 quad core processor and 3 gigs of ram {i know, its low, but i can have a max of 8 and ( Read more... )