I am so sensitive.
I am so shy
I only talk to people I am confortable with.....that usually takes me awhile.
I hope I don't come off as uninterested, or self-consumed.
I have a warm heart, I want to share it with you.
I do nice things..but no one usually notices, which is fine.

My breath no longer stinks.

I got my hair done today....it is finally the white that i have always wanted...and I have a spiffy new cut as well...very happy about it ( Read more... )

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Today I go to Monteray. I am going to get to eat with my friend and dive master. It is nice that my dive instructor is also a friend of the family. He is helping out with alot of the gear ( Read more... )

I really like school. Sometimes I avoid it because I am lazy, but being back here is wonderful. I like being on time with my class work. I especially like learning new things. I learn new things everyday here. One thing that happened today that bothered me. A class mate friend person... asked "Saundra, why are you so anti-social ( Read more... )

Time keeps rolling by. I hope I am making good decisions in life for myself. I want to have a happy full life. Full of cherish-able memories. I like thinking back at faces of people in the past. The past six years of my life in particular. A lot has happened. I really want to take the time to thank one person in particular. He helped make me into ( Read more... )

I miss my dream about my lady lover. I am going to go to bed and hopefully dream of her again. I had a wonderful day... so relaxing. And a nice evening with friends. I don't know why I am so shy. My friend that I was with has charm and has the ability to carry on conversation with ease. I sit in silence and listen. I guess this is okay. I open up ( Read more... )

Last night I fell in love . She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my entire existance. She is shy and sweet, almost frale. She could not have been human...her eyes sparkle like glitter. She likes to cook, and is hoping to get into a cooking school. She is a devil in bed. She likes it rough and this beast comes out of her shyness. She ( Read more... )

Pornography is not 'adult entertainment.' Pornography is nothing less evil than sexual immorality; pornography is perversion; pornography is displeasing to God; pornography is disgusting to any who seek after holiness. ---Oh really is this so? Says who? The Bible? Pornography did not exist in it's current form since film was introduced....so who ( Read more... )

When I am happy, like I have been, I dont know what to write about. I write something cheezy, only to delete it an hour or so later ( Read more... )