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Apr 23, 2003 19:20

I need to let my emotions go. I've caged myself in so tightly that nothing shows through. And I am frightened of what would. My greatest fear has always been the loss of mental control to the demands of my body. To have my own physical form undermine me. It is why torture, excruciating pain, terrified me. But this cage takes energy. An energy I ( Read more... )

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carogna April 23 2003, 18:38:00 UTC
This is why one needs a good ass-kicking: too overcome an irrational fear of pain. And to see of what one is capable at a point in life.

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foul_priestess April 23 2003, 18:44:55 UTC
yes. please, go ahead.

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carogna April 23 2003, 19:07:07 UTC
I'm sure we'll both be jumped.

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foul_priestess April 23 2003, 19:15:22 UTC
it's not a fear of pain that i have though. it's a fear of being controlled by pain.

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