I really wish he would just take my hand and run a way with me.
I dont want to be here anymore and I know in many ways he doesnt want to be here either.
There are worse things we could do then run a way together
I know you dont  understand and thats fine.
But I know that he is ment to be mine.
If and or when we leave dont bother calling our cells,
I know ( Read more... )

What I miss overall is a smile I can't replace
'Cause it starts in your eyes and
It filled up all the space in my heart
I know I will always remember and
I know that it goes with me
I will never leave this part of you behind
-With you gone it plays on it's so hard to move on
I want to but I wanted you
Now you stay in my head
I'm not over you yet
I try to but ( Read more... )

If you walk out your front door you will with out a doubt notice that it has began to get colder outside.
I have a strong feeling that a long with the seasons things are going to start changing.
I don't know if they will be will good changes in the end but I think that
we will welcome them at the begining just like we are welcoming the Fall.

It's  ( Read more... )

It's just a MOOD I'll get over it.

I havent been to school in like forever!!!!!
it sucks but o well.
Jess hates me now.... what else is new so much drama.

she brought me a brownie and i wasnt even there and now she said she will never bring my anything ever again!!!!!
CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT???????
AND SHE CALLED SHE SELF MY  BEST FRIEND!!!!

WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO?????

I looked into his eyes and saw all the things I once saw in your eyes,
and it scares me.
I looked into his eyes and saw everything you once were,
and it scares me.
I looked into his eyes and saw all the caring you once hard,
and it scares me.
I looked into his eyes and saw you,
But he's not you,
I don't think he would do that to me,
I don't think he would ( Read more... )

So the pageant was fun, but once again i didnt win, that made me really upset.

I need a safe place where i can run and hide my tears,
I need a safe place where i can hang up all my fear,
I need a safe place where i can lay my head,
I need a safe place where i dont have to pretend.

PAGEANT DAY!!!!!!!!

I'll let you know how it went later!

My heart is dead and so are you
And it pulses through, the desire to change
The desire to deconstruct all of my past failings
*But where to begin because when you live in sin?*
It's hard to look at saints without them
Reflecting their jet black auras back on you
And all I have is hope, my inner burn's not fading
I'll wipe the blood from my cheek and get ( Read more... )

Goodnight sweet heart its time to go.... And I hate to leave you but I really must say good night sweetheart goodnight.

And now I lay me down to sleep.