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Guilt Sucks
I know I'm prone to feeling guilty even when I have no reason to feel that way, but I have made great strides in reducing this guilt. I am a good person. I do treat people with love and respect, sometimes when its not even deserved. I have very few regrets in my life and few things that can cause me to feel that old sinking feeling of guilt. ( Read more... ) -
Yippee it's Friday!
It's been a long long week. My leg is finally starting to heal which is great news, and my energy levels are coming back. I managed to get to the gym three mornings this week to work out. I keep wondering when it will get easier to get up and go to the gym. Does it ever get easier? I am blessed though that I am able to work out as much as I do ( Read more... ) -
Christmas is coming....
Well only 20 days left till Christmas. It's really hard to believe that this will be the third Christmas I celebrated with Chrissy. Time sure does fly. I am excited for the holiday though. We are going to spend the Sunday before Christmas with my Uncle. He is my mom's brother and we have not had the best relationship, but this year he has ( Read more... ) -
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Well three days in a row and I've updated. I guess I must be feeling more into writing. So tomorrow is Thanksgiving. The older I get the more I really appreciate the sentiment of giving thanks. I have lost most of my immediate relatives over the past 12 years and I could look at it as if I have no family, but I don't. Instead I am so very ( Read more... ) -
The day after
So my birthday dinner was fabulous. We went to a little bistro type place near our house. It was pricey, but worth it. We even drank two bottles of wine. I had my sesame seared tuna that I had planned on having and it was ok. I found it a little bland which was disappointing as I was so looking forward to it. But Patty ordered a seafood ( Read more... ) -
Happy Birthday to Me
So today I turn 43. It’s hard to believe and I sometimes wonder where all the time went. I try not to think about how fast it has gone by because that would completely bum me out. I mean just 13 years ago I was turning 30 and 13 years from now, I’ll be 56!
It is true that with each birthday the day really seems to become less special than the ( Read more... ) -
October already?
I can hardly believe the last update I made was in July! Wow. So what's been up? Well things at home are as fabulous as ever. Chrissy and I have developed a wonderfully loving and mutual respectful relationship. We have managed to keep the fires buring as well. My only wish is that she and I were in better shape so that we could be assured a ( Read more... ) -
My Discontent
A friend of mine told me her church is doing a sermon on "the Summer of My Discontent." I thought that was interesting since I am certainly going through some discontent at work. Home is great, I've got no complaints and only wish I was rich and could spend all my time at home or at least with Chrissy. We could travel, do some artistic stuff, or ( Read more... ) -
Camping Excitement
So we went on our first camping trip this past weekend. We bought this great tent that has a screened in front "porch" area, and windows all around. Plus the entire top is all netting so you can lay in the tent and look up through the ceiling of the tent and see the stars. That was great the first and only night we got to sleep in it.
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Summer is Rolling Along...
I havne't written much lately. It's hard to think of anything to write most of the time. Chrissy and I are still so fabulous it's sickening. There's nothing to process there. I guess the only thing I could examine in that relationship is why I get these unfounded fears that it will all end somehows. I know that its my neurosis and I'm working ( Read more... )