I wanna be done with school!
So I have this 6 page paper due... today. We didn't have class all of last week, so we were supposed to be using the time off to write our papers... but did I do that? No! of course not! So it's 2:00am and I've been pretty much putting off this essay for as long as possible. So I'm sitting here, with a slight headache, in my pjs, really really wanting to go to sleep, and I have to write this paper. Now I know that if I just started it then I'd probably be able to get some sleep tonight, but I can't seem to make myself start. And having that feeling of hopelessness isn't helping much.
I finally managed to bring al my books over to the couch (because there is no way I can sit at my desk and write a 6 page paper!) but right when I sat down I just wanted to sleep to avoid working. I can't though, because last time I said I was going to just "rest my eyes" for a few minutes when I had work to do I woke up 2 hours later!
So anyway, basically the reason I'm ramboling on about this 6 page paper, is that I am so over this whole school thing. I felt this same way at the beginning of this year. I think I just didn't have enough of a mental break from high school. But then after a while, I was alright with school, at least as much as is possible. But now I'm back to feeling like school sucks and I wanna be done with it!
I know that when I'm done with college I'll look back and be glad I made it through, but right now this stupid essay seems like the end of the world to me. I just want the essay to be written and to be alseep! I feel like I have a really good point to make, but all I've done so far in this entry is repeat myself and complain about having to write a 6 page paper.
okay so basically I've just managed to procrastinate for another half an hour! and that means another half an hour's less sleep! I am especially anoyed because tomorrow I have voice at 9:30... and then I'm doing this psych experiment thing at 10 and then I have spanish at 11 then I have psych at 12 then I have like an hour or so until english at 2:45 and then at 7 I have to meet for my film class and then hopefully get some sleep, because it looks like I won't be getting much of that tonight considering I have to wake up in 5 hours to do all of that! Oh and I really should study my spanish vocab because she told us last week that she might have a pop quiz for the vocab!
awesome! I'm going to have a wonderful day tomorrow!
I really just need to write this stupid essay and get it over with! so I'm going to try to do that now! eh... we'll see how much sleep I end up getting, hopefully some!
UTNT
I finally managed to bring al my books over to the couch (because there is no way I can sit at my desk and write a 6 page paper!) but right when I sat down I just wanted to sleep to avoid working. I can't though, because last time I said I was going to just "rest my eyes" for a few minutes when I had work to do I woke up 2 hours later!
So anyway, basically the reason I'm ramboling on about this 6 page paper, is that I am so over this whole school thing. I felt this same way at the beginning of this year. I think I just didn't have enough of a mental break from high school. But then after a while, I was alright with school, at least as much as is possible. But now I'm back to feeling like school sucks and I wanna be done with it!
I know that when I'm done with college I'll look back and be glad I made it through, but right now this stupid essay seems like the end of the world to me. I just want the essay to be written and to be alseep! I feel like I have a really good point to make, but all I've done so far in this entry is repeat myself and complain about having to write a 6 page paper.
okay so basically I've just managed to procrastinate for another half an hour! and that means another half an hour's less sleep! I am especially anoyed because tomorrow I have voice at 9:30... and then I'm doing this psych experiment thing at 10 and then I have spanish at 11 then I have psych at 12 then I have like an hour or so until english at 2:45 and then at 7 I have to meet for my film class and then hopefully get some sleep, because it looks like I won't be getting much of that tonight considering I have to wake up in 5 hours to do all of that! Oh and I really should study my spanish vocab because she told us last week that she might have a pop quiz for the vocab!
awesome! I'm going to have a wonderful day tomorrow!
I really just need to write this stupid essay and get it over with! so I'm going to try to do that now! eh... we'll see how much sleep I end up getting, hopefully some!
UTNT