i hate feeling like this.
i hate feeling this doubt.
i hate feeling doubt bite.
i hate feeling bite sharp.
i hate feeling sharp ... staggering pains in my heart.

point your gun in another direction now that you've cried yourself to sleep.

She changes your mind ( Read more... )

go ahead and break it all you want, you seem to be doing just fine where you are now. be sure to do it as painfully as possible ... you seem to be doing just fine. you'll learn it when you can't get back up, but i'll be there - like i've always been. i made sure to this time cause i couldn't let you go ( Read more... )

don't worry now, cause it's all under control.

man, today i got a saturday school. an effing saturday school grr. the stupid woman ... i hate mrs. stone. she can lick a fat one. but i'm sorta happy because i have it next saturday with patrick! and we'll throw pencils at the teacher who's watching us and fall asleep on the couches in the reading ( Read more... )

hahahhahah ... jenn painter ... HA ( Read more... )

so i saw you today. i was so mad i was shaking, what were you thinking?. i'm not threatening you ... i'm warning/asking you to stay away from me. i have very good self control, but when you go around advertising what's going on to everyone - with half the pages missing ... i draw the line. i'm not blaming this on you - but ever since i knew there ( Read more... )

you know, thinking about it more than ever now. i've been in this situation before. except i was in love with him. so i let him hurt me and twist the dirty blade he cut himself with deeper into my stomach every day. something new everyday. it all fell away. i know i said i'd stay out of this time, but i really can't stand seeing you detriment ( Read more... )

( you won't be coming back. )

Crucible3X: oh, stef was pissed that you werent here today ( Read more... )