a little harsh - possibly. But i'm doin the let my feelings out thing remember?
I hate hearing maybe. If you dont want to / have other plans / would rather do something else/ whatever just say no. That way i dont set expectations and get upset when they are not met.
I understand that last night was sort of an exception because of the circumstances... but i kinda feel that even if that hadn't happened you wouldnt have come anyway.
And i'm tired of feeling like i have to compete for your attention. And i'm tired of not having my friends around.
And i'm tired that this is so damn dramatic. I love you. I just can't deael with this soap opera so im not going to. Not trying to be bitchy - it just wears me out. Stresses me out. Survival, right?
i'm still down for rummy. I'll kick your ass though - know that. Just want you to be prepared so you dont cry or anything...thatd be embarassing.
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...the world exploded last night.
Not mine. Not hers.
We were just caught in the crossfire and, long story short, a manhunt ensued.
...we still got a rummy duel to finish.
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I hate hearing maybe. If you dont want to / have other plans / would rather do something else/ whatever just say no. That way i dont set expectations and get upset when they are not met.
I understand that last night was sort of an exception because of the circumstances... but i kinda feel that even if that hadn't happened you wouldnt have come anyway.
And i'm tired of feeling like i have to compete for your attention.
And i'm tired of not having my friends around.
And i'm tired that this is so damn dramatic. I love you. I just can't deael with this soap opera so im not going to. Not trying to be bitchy - it just wears me out. Stresses me out. Survival, right?
i'm still down for rummy. I'll kick your ass though - know that. Just want you to be prepared so you dont cry or anything...thatd be embarassing.
You know you can play rummy with 3 or 4 people...
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