hello hello

[fourworldsunder]

so ive created this becasue i find it often enough that i need somewhere to get something out....which probably means this is a bad thing becasue it will help me avoid talking about things i need to talk about with certain people and keep me further and further away from reality...even though theres only one person who is going to read any of this

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[anonymous]

i wasnt making plans to see him..if i were doing that i would just go to his house..they are my friends troy...and im sorry..but theres nothing left between us..i know how you feel.
think of how i feel when youre with Tara..where were at Vickis and you just cant keep your eyes off of her..thats much much different..i know..see..you actually slept with her..and she was one of my friends..you were with her everyday..and you thought i didnt know..
the story between Zac and i is much much different..i only got to see him like once a month..and when we saw eachother..we werent off getting drunk..we spent out time talking..hanging out..because thats what we liked to do..hang out..more than anything he was just a friend..and yes, he still is..and im sorry if that kills you..im sorry if me talking to Angst fans kills you..
but you talking to Tara kills me..you talking to anybody about Tara kills me..
so i really dont know what to say..

[ydontunoticeme]

troy? this is jesika
if this is troy?
idk!

[batbones]

you probably wont ever get get on this again..it'd be smart..these things are drama
but how else would i keep in touch with the essentials
miss ya kid
tabitha

[batbones]

im not too bad..writin some music..my voice is horrible, but i aint doin it for everybody else..ive been asked to be in a band before..but i jus turn em down..it aint really my scene right now so..i stick with singing and playin wuts in my heart..im not gonna play guitar on stage while some kid screams or whines into the mic, with a bass who plays three chords, and a drummer with no rythm..im not tryin to dis anyone who tries..but i dunno..anyway, what the fuck is new?

[batbones]

when you have no life..you end up like me..lifeless
du
i have too much time
but the only time you have to write me back is to tell me that i have too much time
no "hey hows it go?"
i see
im feelin the love