these last few days have been rough on me. i guess it's all ok. dane is still alive. and getting help. i thought i was going to lose my best friend. almost did. in the midst of all this sadness that i felt nicole has been there casting rays of sunshine down on me ( Read more... )

jumper by third eye blind ( Read more... )

i think dane will be ok. he said he's not cutting himself. i do think he was going to kill himself yesterday though. i was starting to think i was way off base but then i noticed he had these papers with him in his pocket. at the end of the night he burned them. he wouldn't tell me what they were so ... yeah

just read the lj you wrote the other day. you are worth fighting for you're worth waiting for so you're not that person you've described. smile ok ( Read more... )

there are so many things i keep locked up inside my head so many truths i choose let go unsaid. so many intentions and secrets i'll hold until i'm dead.

my thoughts for today will go unsaid.

p.s. don't guess my intenions

i'm feeling sick. chase gave a great talk.

the house is beautiful.

i liked the song.

that is all for now

didn't hear you leave ( Read more... )

today i got an interview with brinks schedueled for tomorrow. i also have the apg thing.

i did service and wrote chase's talk. nicole is right that i shouldn't have.

i went to see my dad about some stuff... he's actaually doing really good on his new meds. i never wanted to duck and run the whole time i was there.

i guess that is all for now

I'm selling heavenly sketches ( Read more... )

dang. it's like last year all over again... still hopeful. but there will be no cannons today. i wish it was still preseason cause some people would be so cut.

grrr

oh and jen is a whore. smile nicole

i love the song