something never comes, never leads to nothing
Nothing satisfies but I'm getting close
Closer to the prize at the end of the rope.
All night long, I dream of the day,
but when it comes around it gets taken away.
Leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most,
feel it come to life when I see your ghost.

Yesturday I went downtown with my friends, Kate, Joanne, Amanda and her new b/f Jeremy. We had some fun and I bought some stuff. It was good. Tim phoned to appologize about the night before and etc. and I told him that I wasn't mad. I'm not. Aftter we got home... after supper at Watne Gretzky's (Craziest bread ever)... I went over Tim where he was ( Read more... )

In case anyone is wondering (which no one is because no one reads this), I am only updating because Jeunesse wants me to. I don't really do it because whenever I update I only have things to whine about, or that's all I can think about. I live my good moments, I don't write them down! Anyhoo, so here goes... this is why my life is so terrible ( Read more... )

Wow, I get annoyed so easily! Maybe its because I haven't been frequenting Rx lately, I'm so stupid, I shouldn't be punishing myself for something I have no frigging control over. Or do I....? I don't care, I'm going to take it and make myself feel better fuck you if don't agree ( Read more... )

Well, I'm pretty cheesed off about todays events, but oh well, such is life and que sera sera ( Read more... )

Not being ignorant really, but not going to school is what I'm trying to say.... as you can tell from our current worldy situation (that of our state of war with Iraq, and the conflict in Venezuela), ignorance really is quite the opposite of bliss, unless you go by the name of Bush ( Read more... )

I started to feel better today, even about the trip. The word on the street is that my friends have decided on Cancun! All inclusive round-trip to Mexico for 8 days, 1 800$! They have decided on a resort that is part of a triplex (three resorts linked together), all with swim-up bars, free scuba lessons, a tour of the Mayan ruins, and 3 meals a day ( Read more... )

Wow, could things get any worse ( Read more... )

Well I certainly worked a crapload this weekend, and it definitely made me feel better about my trip (NOT!). I was so angry because of my canceled vacation to Monaco, and I was so grumpy to all of my customers (the only thing that ever really cheers me up is being grumpy), I'm sure everyone was really impressed with my attitude. I should really get ( Read more... )

What I have been dreading for weeks has finally come to pass. You guessed it, the evil, greedy, arrogant, pig-headed, power-hungry, and egotistical nation of the US has crushed my dream. Because of their sudden "war on terrorism" which is more like a quest for oil and misplaced revenge, the school board has decided to cancel my trip to Monaco, ( Read more... )