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[foxant10]

the news of sherrie's passing finally caught up to me. i had gotten off the phone talking about her and how it was affecting everyone and it just hit me. they say that when you talk about someone who has passed, their spirit comes to you and makes you feel sad. it certainly did that. i'm going to miss her. i'm going to miss how she could

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[carpedi7]

I'm sorry sweetie, I feel responsible now. If you need to call me back you can.

[foxant10]

it was bound to happen. besides, it had been a crappy day and i just let myself go down that road. don't feel responsible. it's fine! part of the process.

[carpedi7]

I know but I still feel bad, and I'll make a confession. I got off the phone because I was about ready to lose it and I didn't want to cry while talking to you. I know it is stupid and that I can cry in front of you, but I just didn't want to.

[foxant10]

oh, stop. don't feel bad.

it's cool. i understand. sometimes you just want to do that in private. besides, i would've been chewing in your ear. i was FAMISHED.

[denisef]

The whole thing just sucks. Such a senseless, tragic waste. I've been going back and forth between being so sad I could cry and so angry I could scream.

[foxant10]

i can't be angry anymore so i try to deal with the sadness and move on.

[carpedi7]

I've done both today. It amazes me how fast you can circle through the stages of grief, all but acceptance, I haven't totally gotten there yet.