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welp... went to the doctor today after a week of pain and painkillers. had my biopsy done and colposcopy done.. doc said the cancer spot was much bigger than last time i had it. i am definetly getting a hysterectomy asap. he is going to try and keep one ovary so i dont have to go on hormone therapy, but we will see if thats a possibility. My endometreosis has gotten wrose than it ever was, and I had a ruptured cyst on my left ovary a week ago. i am a mess. i am mostly concerned right now with the cervical cancer. but the doctor is going to take all my girl parts out so i dont have to worry about it anymore. i cant work, so i feel helpless. mark makes good money, and he is going to go back to Euphora a few nights a week bartending because they begged him to come back. so at least we will have a few extra hundred dollars a week.
i am constantly tired, but i cant sleep. Mark is really worried about me, and he doesnt want me to work before my hysterectomy, even if i do feel better. i am definetly going to go vote tomorrow, and i have to go down to DCF to see about my medical and food benefits since i am so broke i cant afford to pay attention.
good news though. We get to keep our house. this makes me extremely happy. we get to keep our home (yay!) This neighborhood is great, and the girls wont have to switch schools, and we wont have the stress of having to find a new house. well, this novel is done for today. cheers to all.
xoxo
*Roxc*