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May 10, 2005 10:00

Hey kids, I hope everyone's doing well. Isn't that funny...most of the people who are actually going to see this aren't really even in my life anymore; they don't care about me; in fact, they hate me. So, why do I hope they're doing well? I don't know...but I do.

I hardly ever post on here, and that's fine because I don't have anything to say...or at least nothing that's interesting on here. But, if you don't like it, you don't have to read it, right?

The human experience is quite interesting. Maybe by backing up and looking at it, sorta like the way Uncle Phil taught me, I can better cope with it...and maybe not. But, isn't it amazing how our minds, how our souls are put together? Isn't it amazing how you can think about a thing happening, realizing you have no control over it, and you'll never really know anything about it anyway, and so you're okay with, aren't you? You think you are, and then you hear about it happening, but hey, you're fine with it. And then you see it...maybe in person, but maybe just a picture, or maybe a dream....and you're not fine with it. Maybe you never were, but either way, you know for sure that now, now you are definitely not okay with it. Isn't that amazing?

Anyway, let's get this over with. Click the thumbnail below to see how I wasted my time modeling and rendering this pen....I don't even like these kinds of pens. Someone I used to know used them....I think that's where I got this one, but I think I modeled it simply because it sits on my desk. I guess we'll never know. I like this one now though.




I know this...it's going to work. I've seen it, the future, and it's bright. We're headed there, separate directions to different destinations, but we're all going. Oh sure, we won't get there tonight, or tomorrow...more like four or five years distant. But we'll get there, and when we do, when I do, I'll know that all of this was worth it.

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