totally overhauled my apt today and cleaned EVERYTHING. no germs anywhere now. bitches ( Read more... )

its funny how one door seems to have been closed, and another one opens right when youre about to get sad, almost like god says "no. you wont lose this". even if its fleeting, ive got something to look forward too right now...

thank you :)

amanda

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.  (its true. takes time, i guess.)
× I don't watch much TV these days.
× I own lots of books.  (not lots, at least not yet.)

× I wear glasses or contact lenses.
× I love to play video games.
✓ I've tried marijuana.  (twice. got terribly sick ( Read more... )

good day today, and yesterday...and well, basically the whole of last week ( Read more... )

found a new band that i really, really like

Love ain’t safe
You won’t get hurt if you stay chaste
So you can wait
But I don’t wanna waste my love

sunset was beautiful tonight.

thank you jordan and amber for keeping me company today.

"my hearts a mess"

amanda

i love bridget jones's diary. if you havent read it, i suggest you do. its full of realisms that no one ever wants to think about/can put into words effectively. like this ( Read more... )

i keep forgetting that i am so lucky. i keep getting caught up in my peasly little problems, and using them as an excuse to feel sorry for myself. i am a force of change in my own life, and i am already starting to adapt ( Read more... )

mama took me shopping today for new clothes. got some really cute stuff. am v. excited. especially since she bought everything for me. i are poor :( (well, not really, but i wouldnt have been able to spend 150 dollars on clothes that i really needed.) rent comes first ( Read more... )

despite yesterday being kind of bad ( Read more... )

am feeling a little better today about everything. at least right now i am. nice break from the bleakness ( Read more... )