So, today I decided to make some teriyaki chicken, which ended up being rather tasty. But that's how much of a good day I've had.
Just HOW bad could it be? Get a grilled cheese sandwich. It'll be a while.
So, my aunt proceeds to tell me what the weather is going to be like tonight (like I don't already KNOW, cause I'm not stupid like she usually thinks I am), and because I had been cooking, I had been wearing short sleeves and some jeans. THEN she wants to jump down my throat like, "I don't know why you'd want the heat on if you're dressed like that. It's 50-something outside." I came VERY VERY VERY VERY close from snapping at her with, "Well, I'm so fucking sorry that I'm not cold-natured like you. Maybe if you lived up here, you'd know how hot it gets on the second floor!" Like I said, I came VERY close to saying that.
So now, cause of that nuthead, I can't concentrate on my homework that, unlike her, I'd excel in faster than she can get her head examined! I'm just tired of dealing with her. SO VERY TIRED OF IT. I almost wish I had died instead of my mom. I really do. Mom would have been able to hold her tongue. I'm about to snap at her.
I'm tired of being judged by her for EVERYTHING I do. She's not perfect, so who gave HER the right to judge me?! I sometimes don't think there is a God, cause I don't need someone judging me when they're twice as messed up as I am. She should suck on that.
Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna get a drink. Laters.
~Neko-chan