I should not have done that. Why oh why did I kiss him, again, this year. Why oh fucking why. Why do I like him so much. Why would he kiss me back willingly knowing I like him. Erin said we should make out and he wanted to, I did too. But I played it off as best as I could. Being drunk and all it was easier to act a fool. I just want either ( Read more... )

You think you can get a guy out of your head, you think if you meet someone new and develope feelings for them that you would forget about those past feelings, wrong. I was getting over you then you come into my life just how you used to be and it is nuts. I can not believe I am fucking feeling this way again. Plus with Brian I don't know what ( Read more... )

She just needs to relax and it will all be worked out. We have all of tomorow and it will be fine and will work out. Have to keep a positive attitude, and it is not fair to take it out on me. Not fair at all, not my fault so quit pouting and we shall be fine and it will work out in the end, happy thoughts...

I figure I should update on my LJ, seeing as I have not done it in forever and a day, I just give my myspace so much more attention ( Read more... )

I'm so sick I'm on meds that make me sick in different ways, ugh, fabulous, just what I need. But Sat night should be fun.

RENT!!!!!

I have a date to prom, yay. Thought that should be what I post since I haven't posted in forever and a day. The weather outside sucks balls majorally, I think tomorow we should have an ice day, yeah, and ice day sounds nice. Oh and I have really bad tedonitis, grrr, bitches, it hurts so fucking bad, shoot me please, or my bad body parts I should

I don't know anymore.... I really don't know at all. I'm burned out, I'm drained at the moment, I just need some time t orejuvinate and get back on my feet.

I told him everything, everyfuckingthing. He knows, he knew for awhile. so yeah... but there is always more to it.

You know I forgot a very important friend to that list last time I posted I forgot about my DB boy. You know who you are, I didn't mean to forget you, I worry about you to all the time, especially now.

Please reply, I need you to reply. I am so worried about you. But ah you don't even have an LJ so how are you going to see this. You won't is the answer. I worry about you as much as I worry about my room mate, my best friend, my bitch, my blue being, my shoulder I lean on, my pick me up, and my now newest one my Queen buddy, and now you my ( Read more... )