Calming down alot of late if i get mad i just chill and think about how i am not at peace. a bit more finding the fun in things again after the horrbile couple of days i have had rang a few Counselors today they all kinda booked out and the one a tafe is hopless lol i would be better of trying to get my dog to Counsel me ( Read more... )

well basiclly i need to do some major adjustments in life find out why i am the way i am work out how to better myself understand things better find out the truth behind why i am the way i am i want to make emends with thouse i love and thouse i care about to all my friends and to all thouse i lost i am sorry give me a second chance a second chace ( Read more... )

Friday night was fun went to city with Kitt3n and Kitt3ns friend, saturday night was a horrible horrible thing i acted like a fucking moron no i am not going in to details on that and to make the night better i ran a red light and tottaled my car thank god no one was killed and no one was seriosly injured but still now i am with out a car and ( Read more... )

He is okish they think it may be inflamtion athrites or sumfin like that not sure exactly but he is ok and still at hospital a speialist is coming tommora to look at him the fait was caused probbly by the pain but still not good i am sorry to everyone this is basiclly why i have been the way i have the last few weeks i knew sumfin like this was ( Read more... )

Today my grandfather has been taken to hospital i am not one to post shit like this in my lj but when the guy suddnely faints and has been complaining of pain all over the psat 3 weekjs you some thing is wrong my grandfather is one of these people who doesnt say anything and when he does you know sumfin is really really wrong we had to call an ( Read more... )

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Well whats been happin been spending time with Kitt3n but of course i have she is great and i think about her all time miss her right now *Muah* well what now ummmm yeah so what have we done well there has been lots of K-marting :P oh centerlink finnlay paid me yay quite a nice amout to i might add hmmm what else ummmmm kitt3n got bitten buy sumfin ( Read more... )

well it is 2:58 am and i am sitting here for 2 reasons i Miss Kitt3n and i am worried about her hoping she is ok and 2 i am worried about what is going down here where i am gonna be soon oh well i dont know things are fucking aweosme in life at the moemnet apart from not having money to do anything and stuff like that damn centerlink and other shit ( Read more... )

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Well Kitt3n is the most awesome girl ever we have been spending so much time together, i am so falling for her had to see her go i miss her already last nite we went for a walk on the beach to frankston we walked along the pier was nice and looked awesome but t was cold so we gotr back in the car and went to maccas fer sundays and turtle Happy ( Read more... )