Changing

[foxybtch983]

Well I went up north this weekend with my mommy. I had so much fun. But I had a little trouble having fun, cuz I've been thinking. And I think Thursday was the last straw, for me to look at my life and say I need a change. I was doing good for a while, I stayed out of trouble, then I fell right back into my old bad habits. How is it so hard to be

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[sk8rchick68]

you know what sarah, if you dont wanna party every thursday, DONT. its not that hard not too. rock on you dont want me to crash there anymore, i dont care. i party every thursday night. damn i guess that makes me a lush. who cares? i certainly dont. im 21, and living my life. yeah i get a little crazy, and do retarded things, and get jealous, and get revenge, SO WHAT. im entitled. for so long i have sat and took shit from everyone i know. too many people have walked all over me, and now im done with it. if that makes me "desperate" then so be it. if that makes me an "idtiot", then so be that too. if youre not happy with your life, change it, we will still be friends regardless of the partying. but dont dare knock the way i run my life because you have no idea of the shit i am going through right now, and if i need to go out once a week and party like a rock star, who cares.

whatever, im done.

[foxybtch983]

maybe I didn't call you because I dont want to have a screaming match with you. Its dumb. And yes you have said shit to me about me and Jeff. And since we are friends I thought I'd tell you the truth. And you have talked shit behind my back about the things I've done. So dont say you never say anything, you just dont say it to me. And if I decide to make a change in my life I didn't realize it effected you that much. Ummm...its my life. And I may not know the shit your going through, but dont act like you have it sooooo hard, cuz you dont.

[sk8rchick68]

ok this is retarded. it was never going to be a screaming match. you want to change your life. thats cool. im not knocking you for it. if it makes you happy then rock on. im happy for you then. and yeah it sux cuz weve had alot of fun, but it doesnt effect me that much. you misunderstood when i said dont party if you dont want to. i wasnt trying to be a smart ass, i meant that we would still be friends regardless. we werent just friends cuz we partied every thursday or whatnot. but i dunno, if you wanna clear things up, you know my number.

gotcha

[kate15]

the blankets already spread