You know when you're a little kid and people tell you that no matter how much you hate your parents or are mad at them, some day you'll love them and appreciate everything they've done for you ( Read more... )

..they made THAT many copies because UPS thought it was important, so LISTEN UP ( Read more... )

and I know it's there. As much as I've been ignoring things in my life...I'm starting to hit that point again ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here in so long. I've been using a deadjournal because of certain people using this one against me. But anyway....

Hello world, remember me? *feels like a little kid lost in a crowd*

It's been crazy around here. Atleast I still have Eric.

I'm really starting to hate myself though....ironic.

Finally had to break down and talk to Ass. Things are getting to me to the point where I have to put some of my burden on Ass so as to keep myself level headed ( Read more... )

I finally completely understand the pain in everything you've said. I mean truly understand it, on a whole new highly level. I know what that real pain is now...*cries off alone and hurting*

Well ladies and gents...there it is...it's not even a car, it's beyond cars...it's my GOD! I love it so much..it ever little detail that I've wanted since I was like 8. It's even chopped EXACLTY how I want it and everything...even had the diamond plating...*wipes a small tear* I WANT IT SO BAD!! For those who know what the hell I'm talking about... ( Read more... )

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well...I guess I'm gonna go lay down with Eric. He came over, and I know something's wrong..but not only will he not tell me, he's hardly looked at me since he got here. So...I finally got frusted and left to collect myself. I keep telling myself it's not my place to know every detail of his life...but because he's not looking at me I keep thinking ( Read more... )

And the saga goes on...this is retarded. Oooh, but on a good note, I got my period! WHOO! one month short of having to get a full pelvic exam and that stupid pap again...icky. *high five to Kate and Tomas* lol. Anyway....but the fact still remains it was an entire 5 months. Oo, and Kate's going to come talk to my dad about Freedom...lol, what a ( Read more... )