sometimes i wonder how god gave me the ability to wreck havoc into my own life. like why is self-destruction a behavior my existence necessitated? no idea. i do believe that everything happens for a reason, but once again those exact reasons seem terribly unclear to me. i have issues. who doesn't, right? for-just-about-ever i have truly felt that i ( Read more... )

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basehore8282 , etowngirl18

1. I have 5 tattoos, 3 body piercings plus ears...and I'm not done yet.

2. I may not be a great dancer, but show me to the dance floor and I guarantee I will be the first on and last off...boogie-woogie-woogie!

3. For the first time in 23 years I think I can say that my relationship with my father is alright.

4. I have the ( Read more... )

have no fear, i'm still around...just have been absent from the livejournal scene as of late...blame MySpace...i have become an addict, no lie. i disabled my xanga site, short lived as it was and joined MySpace two weeks ago. i left a link to it in my last post, so feel free to visit if you haven't already. i do intend on keeping this journal ( Read more... )

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i napped again outside today - it's my new fave hobby - after reading some more Uncle Walt, i've been working on "Leaves of Grass" forever...mom and nica called, the fam is gonna visit at the end of the month before the lil' ones start school again, as in lil' i mean why god won't they stop growing?!? nica is nearly taller than me and she isn't ( Read more... )

well, well ( Read more... )

left work early - can't seem to stay focused...

i knew better, so why does it bother me like this? why do i care?
why?...quit whining...stop questioning...

let it go...let me be.

retreating to the yard for some fresh air...

yet again, it's late and i should be sleeping...another day here and gone with not much accomplished - my day started off great as i dove shoulder/head first into my nightstand from my lofted bed...smooth move, i know. but i digress - i live to tell the tale. work was eh today, kinda slow as the conference kids trickled in. tomorrow will be hell, ( Read more... )

another weekend, gone by all too fast ( Read more... )

welp, so much to say...today was a decent day - just got in from the 'burg a lil bit ago - went to the Imax theater to see Charlie & the Chocolate Factory w/ Kristen and her friend Maddy. it was pretty good, (insert Forrest Gump accent here:) i liked it alot -- still love the original, but Johnny Depp was sooo funny and it was some sweet ( Read more... )