Some personal update
I haven't been posting for several reasons:
1. I feel as if I'm always bitching & moaning.
2. I have been dealing with major depression problems since Jan./Feb. of 2009.
I am doing ok (mostly) with medication, but it took until Sept./Oct. of 2009
to get the right meds at the right dosage levels. It appears that my seratonen
levels are low and so it takes very little to push me over the depressive line.
Un-medicated, I can't get up to the line, that is to say, as high as mid-range.
much less into any kind of up. I don't know what happiness feels like -- I'm
not sure I've ever experienced it.
3. On the plus side. I visited my North Carolina sister a few weeks ago. She is
Grace's mum. I did better with the travel than I expected to. Also, Grace
was doing really well and was very happy to see me.
This trip was VERY helpful.
1. I feel as if I'm always bitching & moaning.
2. I have been dealing with major depression problems since Jan./Feb. of 2009.
I am doing ok (mostly) with medication, but it took until Sept./Oct. of 2009
to get the right meds at the right dosage levels. It appears that my seratonen
levels are low and so it takes very little to push me over the depressive line.
Un-medicated, I can't get up to the line, that is to say, as high as mid-range.
much less into any kind of up. I don't know what happiness feels like -- I'm
not sure I've ever experienced it.
3. On the plus side. I visited my North Carolina sister a few weeks ago. She is
Grace's mum. I did better with the travel than I expected to. Also, Grace
was doing really well and was very happy to see me.
This trip was VERY helpful.