finding a way home...

[fractal_raven]

I'm tired of apologizing that I have feelings - and I'm tired of being sorry for giving a damn about others. I can only play these games for so long....before people have to actually have to freakin take off the masks...(not that that sort of thing really fools me anyway...usually.) Of course - when someone fools me completely - just enrages me to

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[typoeth]

wait waitwaitwait
now I really don't know what's going on. Not about a damn thing.

And what was all that stuff about passive-agressive crap? When was I doing that?
What are/were you talking about?
Forget it! This may have been only about 10 days into this month here, but subjective time it's definately a full month!
I'm going to take a deep breath and two steps back now, and when I talk to you on the phone later today, I'll see if you still think I am/were/was doing passive-agressive crap, and then I can find out what exactly you were talking about.

Jeeze, talk about funky-temporal-duality... I feel like I should call my brother and wish him a happy-belated-birthday, but his b-day isn't for another week yet.

Is there something about July?

I don't know, I'm not sure I want to know. I'm going to go curl up under a rock somewhere and die. 'k?

Vent, rant, vent.

[anonymous]

I think that you should write a song with that title...mighty show angst there...once again you win the Chez Goth game. But seriously, this will all pass. People sometimes go into self protective mode and withdraw from others. But this is not something you should take personally; you should bide your time and let them come to you. And they will because of what a great person you are...but please; don't repress your feelings. Let it and go on to the next moment; hopefully breathing easier each time.

Peace, A.