sometimes I wonder what goes through the minds of others...sometimes I want to scream and slap and make them cry ( Read more... )

Time for an update, I guess its been awhile ( Read more... )

Its strange when things aren't spiraling out of control...One grows so accustomed to always grapping for reality, always staring through the looking glass into Wonderland, that when things are at a stand-still, and the air is silent, and everything is under control, one doesn't know what to do with oneself.
I miss chaos.

I stayed home from work (again) today. Lately I've just been so run down that there are just some mornings that its impossible for me to drag my ass out of bed. I'm glad I won't be taking any classes this summer. I can't deal anymore, its way too heavy a work load for me ( Read more... )

Tonight I went to a little party downtown that my friend Mouse throws every now and then. It was fun, I got to meet some of the SG folks that I talk to on the site, they were super sweet ( Read more... )

I'm still in shock about the SG responses. I really wasn't expecting that. But I'm super stoked though ( Read more... )

Holy shit. Holy shit. Holy fucking shit. I thought my set was so dorky. I cannot believe the response and feedback that I'm getting from it. Holy shit. I'm so honored to be among all these beautiful women, the girls who already have sets up and are everyone's favorites and all these beautiful girls who are still in limbo.

EGHAD!!!

Counting down the minutes until 11AM...

I can't believe its finally up! My heart has been in my throat all morning, I've been so fucking nervous.

Uh, I don't know how to work this...someone help!!! But thanks for saying hi to me ( Read more... )

Another blase day...where to begin? This is my first posting here, my debut, have to make it a good one...I couldn't think of anything creative or witty today for my SG journal, as I nervously anticipate tomorrow's new girl Friday, so I don't know why I'm trying here ( Read more... )