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fractured

=="What the hell have you done to me?" She screamed. ==

Mar 06, 2004 10:57

When I was little- I used to put myself in these hypothetical daydreams. Most of them were pretty gruesome. Like, if I dont make it to the end of the street in 30 seconds (riding my bike)- my Mom will die. I guess I thought I had visions or something. I was always flipping coins and avoiding cracks in the sidewalk. I would get myself so worked up ( Read more... )

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kayne5150 March 6 2004, 10:34:51 UTC

HUGS my poor bubbles
i have some of them problems too
like if you don't hear form some one for a while you start dreaming up all these horrible things that happoned when really they are just running late or bussy with there life or something like that
i hate that you go threw this too
<3

palemistress March 6 2004, 14:34:26 UTC

I do the same things sometimes.
I find I do them more when I'm really stressed out. You might want to try taking long slow walks or reading or meditation or whatever chills you out and eases your mind.

disfavored March 6 2004, 14:46:21 UTC

The problem is- I'm bringing all this baggage into my real life.
I'm starting to think maybe I have an anxiety disorder.

Yeah. Uh, I'm feeling exactly the same way right now. Except...not :) I just decided to try to kill it with some drugs; i made an appt with a psychologist for thursday ;)

fractured March 7 2004, 10:10:13 UTC

dude... ya gotta hook me up with some paxil.

:)
<3

ladyepiphany March 8 2004, 13:29:12 UTC

I think everyone is paranoid to a point, but that seems a little over the top. I would go talk to a doctor, but don't get even more paranoid and jump to the "I'm crazy!" conclusion. You're fine....just take a deep breath...and run for it!

fractured March 9 2004, 10:52:00 UTC

I think I'm at a point that I would go see a doctor, had I any insurance. In the meantime- I'll try to hold off on getting my CCW. hehe.

ladyepiphany March 9 2004, 11:39:47 UTC

...or you could just make friends with someone who has a big bottle of Xanax. (and then, give me their number) ;)

imstaind March 28 2004, 21:41:21 UTC

That's really strange. I've done the same thing for about the past 8 or so years, I've never heard of anyone else doing the same thing.
And I never wanted to bring it out into the open for fear of something bad happening. Plus I have dreams of grinding my teeth out, and I never wake up before I hit the ground in dreams, I always hit the ground then it fades to black and either I'll wake up or it will roll over into a another dream having nothing to do with dying, it's scary.
I never thought it might be anxiety, I'm gonna look into it.