Another Month in PA

[fragile_k]

So here I am still at my parents. I miss JR. JR believes that this time apart is good for us - for him, he has had time to miss me and re-evaluate his intentions towards me. I do agree that the time is good for us. We need to miss each other. And it's working. As of last night, JR indicated that he has made a decision - that he can now be

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[troupatour]

Missing someone who also misses you is something wonderful in a way. It's something I miss, ironically. I think you guys are good for each other right now no matter where things go. I'm going to try and swing by to say hi to him tonight too, though I'm not sure considering how hard I've been pushing myself the last 2 weeks. I really need to get in some reading, writing, and recording time...

but that's all my stuff. I know that I haven't gotten to a point where I could be really over someone until I had someone else to focus on very often. If he says he can do it, from my experience that's likely true. But it's only because you're there. If it was anyone else he'd still be looking over her shoulder to find the next one.

[fragile_k]

JR actually said that if I were anyone else, he wouldn't be able to do it. But, because I am so [special, etc] that he is comfortable with his decision to wait for me as long as it takes. Scary, yet satisfying - not unlike a roller-coaster.