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[fragile_skies]

i know i already updated today.. but i was sitting here thinking, after a good long talk with laura about our love lifes, and i felt like i needed to get some things off my chest. but before i do, i just want to say that who ever reads this is going to think im crazy/stupid whatver, but i dont care. im only writing this because i dont think i can

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[princesacadela]

Megan, i just want to say i love you and wish you all the happiness in the world. I hope that one day all this pain will be worth it. Always know you have someone to talk to, even though i know i'll never be able to take his place. I also want to say how proud i am of you for quitting smoking!!! You WILL beat this and get past it and be happier later in life for it. Love ya, Laura

[fragile_skies]

Laura, i appreciate that so much. i love talking to u about this since u know where im coming from (u are in the same predicaments i am) and u can relate to how i feel. i really hope all of this is worth it. im sure it will be. me and him have come so far already, and i think that theres a reason he was put into my life: im just not totally sure what the reason is exactly. and i want to thank you for being supportive of the quitting smoking. i need support right now. with times being hard and all, its nice to have friends who are there for u all the time. im so glad u and i became friends. its trully a blessing, and for me to say that, its gotta be honest, cuz u know im not a "godly person" by no means. maybe its karma. who knows? but i love u dearly and i appreciate everything. love ya too, Meg

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[terynleigh]

ok...i'm happy that you have someone to love and i commend you for making the commitment and taking the time to try and make it work...and i only hope that you will get what you want!!!!i really do!!!just dont wait past the point of common sense...if there is even a point of common sense in your situation...when you lose your will...move on. your friends will be there to pick you up. so...thats about it...BUT I LOVE YOU MEGAN!!!

TERYN

[anw0401]

Megan,
I honestly dont think fate woulda brought you 2 together, kept you 2 together for a year and a half (almost), and then just up and decide to tear you 2 apart! You and Jeff have (in ur own special way) a pretty damn good relationship. It's like my quote says (You know it, so I wont repeat it), it takes strong people to be in a long distance relationship. Absence makes the heart grow fonder. You know? I know i'm not much help on this situation because I haven't experienced this, but I'm here for you...ANY time you need someone to listen to you rant, or talk about all the wonderful things, or cry on my shoulder, etc...I love you, and that won't change any time soon!

I have a strong feeling that you and Jefferson will either end up married, or dead...cuz that'd be the only way you 2 won't be together! And I better get invites to either of the 2!!!

::hugs and kisses::
-Ana

[fragile_skies]

lets hope that prediction holds true. and i appreciate u being my shoulder and ear, i dont know what id do without ya! i love u!