i have a little less than 36 hours before i can see him again. If i could only speed up the clock, how happy i would be ( Read more... )

i have a greatest journal now. i would paste the link here, but i don't feel like it. it's up there.."unfathomable depths".

dont ask why i have two journals. i just got bored.

randomness:
this horrid love (9:10:39 PM): grrrr it wont even let me do "this horrid love"
Destiny IN gRaSp (9:11:21 PM): that suxthis horrid love (9:11:25 PM): ya ( Read more... )

ive been waiting

its 3:30

i cant wait any longer

i love you

i miss you

i hope tomorrow brings better things

my God, what am i going to do?!?!

yet more unneccesary crap has been added to my thanksgiving plate. oh yay.

today should be interesting. heck yeah.

must depart to talk to amanda...have some not-so-good news for the dear.

my God, what am i going to do?!?!

I Feel Prettyi feel pretty ( Read more... )

amanda came over last night. we had fun:-D i heart her. she's great. we looked at yearbooks (benny boy is so cute!)listened to relient k, and just chilled. i love having someone over that doesnt expect you to do everything for them...and doesnt expect you to constantly entertain them. we had fun with spaz and honey though:-D she eased some major ( Read more... )

just so you know
(c) me, care, 11.21.04

if you ever need
to escape from it all
if only for a second
i'm here

if you ever need
a shoulder to lie on
to rest your head
i'm here

if you ever need
someone to cry to
someone who'll hear you
i'm here.

i'm always here.

i love you meggie.
in other news, today sucked. oddly enough, i was in a good mood ( Read more... )

wrote a lot all weekend. i was in a really good mood after the show last night, which was insane considering the night before i was wishing death upon everyone in the booth. i guess my mood was better because amanda was there. and i wasn't in the booth. though when i WAS in the booth, i got semi-raped by ben...(wink wink)...you just gotta know ben ( Read more... )

here alone
(c) me, care, 11.20.04 @ 11:10 am
and here alone i am
waiting for everyone
and no one to show
please don't go

here alone i stand
staring into my empty palm
wondering if you'd ever show,
grab my hand, and never let go

last night sucked. badly. for me atleast. everyone else in the booth had a great time. im strating to hate this.

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I've been meaning to put this in here for a while, so here it is.

CHRONICLES OF KRIS'S GHETTONESS:*x 4everntears x (12:02:49 AM): yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeeeeeeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeeeeeeah ( Read more... )