our tounges entwined, the scene in black and white
everything a background, silouettes posed against light

you breathed and surged in my arms like some foreign sea
with cold water and white sands
a distant shore,a vague memory

bite my lip
just a little harder

a certain shade of gray

bob stick weave move
don't get caught with your head up
another day of dodging the noose
stealing inches of breaths

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scrape the sink for base nutrition
a sad tune of blisters and blood
stomach acid dripping onto the surface
in hopes to scorch the ground

this is my stick in the sand

this is me screaming my head off

wake
work
sleep

but I don't know when
and I don't know why

a picture perfect memory
seperating the senses
which side are you on?

an empty window pane
I am right here
consumed in myself

the view from here is horrifying
masses gnashing their teeth
and shaking their hands

....
and slower still.

just a chemical reaction
burning holes in the back of my head

just a chemical reaction
with mirrors so the ghosts can look through

get a case of the shakes
make a bad mistake
get a case of the sit down shut ups

Keep telling yourself you're better off
Keep telling yourself you're not losing anything meaningful
Glance at your watch, keep glancing
Everything will work out, right?
Just walk away.
Just turn around and walk away.
Don't look back. Ever.
Keep going.

I am concrete.

Just walk away and don't look back.

I HAD SO MUCH TO SAY AND
WHEN I FINALLY HAD A CHANCE TO SAY IT
I STOOD THERE SILENTLY
LIKE A DUMB MOTHERFUCKER

little gold plated bars
and a bell of whispers
yeah your innocence is a caged bird refusing to sing

backgrounds noise shuffling your feet
nothing is forever
yeah your innocence is a dog eared photograph

I am just a reflection in your eyes
I am just a ghost rattling chains