But sometimes Thursday's don't.

Sometimes Mondays hurt.

Going over Abby's today/tonight. I'll be home tomorrow at some point.
Talked to Jon on AIM last night.
BIG mistake.
Can you say...the re-breaking of a healing heart?
Cliche and pathetic, I know. But it's true.
Le. Sigh. I was doing so well.
Until he IMed me.

I was cleaning my room today. Well, actually, it's more of a mess than it was before. BUT I cleaned out underneath my bed and found a lot of old notes and papers and things. The best, though, was that I found an IM conversation between Jon and David that was back in 7th grade. It's hilarious. =) And it was just what I needed to make my day. But, ( Read more... )

I'm never going to be able to say it any better - and so, I shall quote Alanis - "You love, you learn." And I'm guess this summer was what that was about. I've decided each summer I learn something...well, starting the summer that David broke up with me. That was the "losing" summer. Last summer, the "letting go and living" summer, and this summer ( Read more... )

I hate him.
Hate.
Yeah, you heard me.
I hate him.
I do.
Really.
I do.
Never hated anyone before.
But I surely do hate him.
Yeah.
I hate him.
But I'm still in love with him.
Dammit.

Since none of you update anymore...neither will I. =)

On hiatus until someone else updates.

I'm taking a mental health week. I'm not hanging out with anyone (other than Jon...if I'm able to) for at least a week. I'll update like crazy, though, I promise. I'm just...I'm not okay. I need some time for myself and I know that if I don't work on myself right now I'm going to end up doing things I regret. Jon broke up with me yesterday... ( Read more... )

He's ruined everything.
I'll tell all later.
This time, Fred...you can worry.

Guys, I may close.

=/