Title: Dusk to Night
Pairing: Ikuta Toma/Nakamaru Yuichi
Rating: nc-17
Summary: Toma reminds Maru that Jin is stupid, then remembers himself.
Disclaimer: Still not owning people. Ever.
A/N: Whoaaaaaa, smut?! Originally written for je rare pair anon.
He loved the dusk. The dark blue atmosphere that surrounded him as the chilled breeze brushed against his thin jacket. The only sounds that could be heard were the light rustling of leaves or the distant sounds of traffic blocks away. Around this time either people were still at work or at home. Ikuta Toma was actually leaving his own job and going outside for a smoke and then home. He waved at the Juniors he passed happily, but little did they know, he wanted to be away from them all right then. He wanted to leave the building and never come back.
But he subjected himself to the torture of returning because of that glimmer of hope that Yamapi would one day stop pining for that ignorant moron from KAT-TUN and see him once more.
When he reached the door he found Nakamaru Yuichi leaning against the wall, looking exactly how Toma felt. Utterly depressed. Toma tried to shake off the feeling and reached into his pocket to grab the lone cigarette he had left and lit it quickly. “Nakamaru-kun,” he greeted, before bringing the cigarette to his lips.
The older man attempted to smile politely but was failing miserably, so decided to just stare at the sidewalk below him. “Hi Ikuta-kun.”
Toma held out the cigarette before him, expecting the other man to politely shake his head and jam his hands deep into his pockets. But he watched in mild confusion as Maru hastily took it out of his fingers and took a greedy drag from it. “Bad day?” Toma asked, knowing that it was an obvious and stupid question.
Maru only nodded and glared at the dirty concrete below, stepping on random dry leaves around him before taking another deep drag. Passing the half finished cigarette back to Toma, he coughed weakly into his free hand. Toma smiled inwardly knowing that this wasn’t a habitual activity for the other man. Maybe one day he would be willing to give it up. Not today though, he thought as he looked at the mournful eyes of the other man and shivered. “I just don’t understand Jin,” Maru spoke quietly, immediately biting his bottom lip.
Toma’s eyebrow arched slightly. “What did the moron do this time?”
“Nothing, just nevermind. You don’t need to worry about it,” Maru replied, the regret for even telling Toma clearly evident in his voice. But he perked Toma’s curiosity, and there was no way he would leave the other man alone until he found out what his stupid friend did this time.
Toma sat down ungracefully on the curb and reached up to grab Maru’s hand to force him to sit beside him. The other man’s eyes widened slightly at the contact but he didn’t rip out of the grip. Instead he made himself comfortable. “Tell me what he did. I’ve got time.”
“Why do you want to know?” Maru asked, with a confused look on his face. He didn’t know what the other man wanted from him.
“Hearing other people’s problems makes my own life seem less shitty,” Toma took another puff from his cigarette and watched with mild interests as the wisps of smoke escaped his mouth.
“Is it shitty right now?”
“No,” Toma lied. “But when it is I’ll look back and think of this conversation,”
Maru chuckled awkwardly, not knowing if Toma was kidding or not. Toma couldn’t remember a time where the two of them had a serious conversation. They would go on group outings with mutual friends or mindlessly chatter away during rehearsals they had scheduled together but he always saw Maru as the grinning oldest member of KAT-TUN. The one everyone in his group picked on and the one they all treasured the most. Not this serious and hurt man who was staring up at the lone streetlight above them. Toma wondered vaguely what Maru thought of him.
“Now spill,” Toma continued, crushing out his cigarette on the cement next to him, watching the ash spread on the contrasting color beneath it. He waited as patiently as he could while the other man debated inwardly on whether or not to tell him. Toma couldn’t help but question where this newfound patience came from. Sure, he would wait ages when it came to Yamapi and only him, but with everyone it was different. He would roll his eyes or make hand gestures for the other to hurry it up.
“Jin, he’s back with Kame,” the soft voice broke the quiet air and Toma stilled slightly at the news. Of course he heard the gossip of those two throughout his years with Johnny’s. It was hard to avoid, both being so well known and eccentric.
“You mean they’re together again?”
“I don’t know what to call it,” Maru huffed loudly, “I just found the two of them against the wall-”
Toma held up his hand. He didn’t want to hear anymore about Jin’s affairs. “Why are you so upset? Jin’s a whore. Do you like him or something?”
Maru made a small sound in the back of his throat and Toma knew he hit a sore spot. The guilt hit him swiftly and he turned to face Maru.
He put on a large grin and patted his back encouragingly. “He’ll come around eventually. He’s just unbelievably stupid,” Toma tried. He honestly didn’t know if it was true though. Sure, Jin fooled around a lot with different people. Even he had his own encounter with Jin when they drunkenly made out on Toma’s couch after watching a movie. Jin just craved physical contact, yet in the end he always went back to Kame.
Maru nodded slowly. Unsurely.
Toma wrapped his arm around the other’s shoulder and shook him softly. “Come on. Let’s go get a beer.”
“You buying?”
Toma only laughed darkly.
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Toma grinned widely as Maru whimpered into his lips before biting the other man’s lower lip roughly. Ever since he saw him do it earlier that was all he could think of as the two sat in a booth in a quiet bar. He didn’t know how he ended up in the alley behind it, kissing the other against the brick wall but he did have an idea of where it would end up as he slowly unzipped Maru’s jeans.
Maybe it started when the two began to feel a bit lightheaded from all the alcohol and Toma began to ramble about how Jin took Yamapi from him. How Jin took Yamapi from him and ruined him for anyone else. He remembered looking into Maru’s sorrowful eyes and pondered how they would look squeezed shut in ecstasy. Alcohol always made him into such a pervert.
Or maybe it started when their knees grazed underneath the table. Sometime he would purposely adjust his legs so the chance of that happening would be greater. He enjoyed watching the light blush rise in Maru’s cheeks and over his nose. He wondered if it would spread over his whole body.
No. It definitely had to be when Toma moved across the booth to sit beside Maru as the other showed him the contents in his wallet. They were both very drunk by then, and easily amused by the most random of things such as torn photos or business cards. Toma rested his hand on Maru’s pants accidently as he leaned in for a closer look. They both simultaneously squeaked but neither of them budged from their spot. Maru watched Toma curiously as the other man slowly moved his hand up and palmed him through his pants. Toma loved the noise the older man made, so high pitched and cute. He had to force himself to drag him out to the alley rather than have his way with him right there.
Toma continued getting Maru to make those noises as he pressed his lips against his neck and sucked hard. The way Toma was saw it, Jin would see it the next day. Jin would see it the next day and know that someone else beat him to the oldest member of his own group. And Toma would take so much pleasure when he reveals it was him, the same way Jin did when he revealed that he slept with Yamapi all those years before.
A zipper broke the quietness of the dark alley, that was only filled with broken sighs and muffled moans before. Toma looked down shocked when he saw that it was Maru’s delicate hand snaking into his jeans and into his boxers. Toma hissed as skin touched skin.
Maru wrapped his long fingers around Toma’s cock and brought it out into the cool air. Toma bit onto the cloth of the older man’s shirt as the contrasting sensations from the cool air and Maru’s warm hand pleasured him.
The older man was beginning to stroke him slowly and clumsily. “Wait,” Toma croaked, slapping his hand away and hastily began to undo the other man’s pants.
“Here?” Maru’s eyes widened as he realized that Toma was going to fuck him right there, in the open alley. Toma wanted to respect the shyness, zip up his pants and take this older man to his home and screw him hard into his bed, but damn it, Maru initiated this anyways.
“Yeah,” Toma panted as he shoved down the other’s pants along with his boxers mid-thigh and licked his bottom lip when he saw the half erection. He wrapped his hand around Maru’s cock and gave it a few leisurely strokes. Maru’s whimpers were so beautiful. “Shit. I don’t have any lube.”
“Pants,” Maru whispered, moving his hips along with Toma’s hand.
Toma paused his movements and began to laugh. “Maybe Jin’s not the slut.”
Maru shook his head slowly and leaned back against the brick wall. “It was on top of Jin’s bag when I caught the two of them. I figured if I can’t have any fun, neither can they.”
Toma could not explain how turned he on by the fact that nice-guy Nakamaru Yuichi had a mischievous side to him as well. He could only smile widely before pressing a chaste kiss against the older man’s thick lips. “He doesn’t know what he’s missing out on,” he grabbed onto Maru’s hips and pulled him in so that their cocks bumped against each other. They both groaned loudly. “I’ll be sure to tell him.”
Before Maru had a chance to reply he was quickly forced to turn around and bent over.
“Put your hands on the wall,” Toma said behind him and the older man’s hands instantly pressed against the bricks. Toma’s hand ran over the other man’s bare ass, before his thumb ran over the entrance. Maru used one of his hands to cover up a groan. The younger man grinned wickedly, before pinching Maru’s cheek, causing him to cry out loudly. “I said, hands on the wall.”
Maru couldn’t think straight. The alcohol and sex was muddling his brain, but the idea of getting caught was turning him on. The tiniest part of him wanted it to be Jin who found them. Jin to be the one who found them and Jin the one who would be hurt. His jumbled thoughts were disrupted when two lubed fingers entered him. Maru arched his back and gritted his teeth and they moved within him. They moved slowly, taking their time spreading him out and preparing him. Finally Toma pulled them out and Maru could hear the light tear of a wrapper and the soft sounds of rubber against skin as the younger man put on the condom.
Toma pressed the tip of his cock against Maru’s entrance and smiled gleefully as the other man moaned loudly, echoing in the abandoned alley. He entered him slowly, inch by inch, taking everything in. Every detail he could remember when he gave Jin the play by play of tonight. Maru’s arching back. Maru’s harsh breathing. Maru’s fingernails scratching the bricks in front of him. He had to remember everything even in this drunken state. As soon as he was fully enveloped in Maru he doubled over and bit the older man’s shoulder hard. “Hold on.”
Toma straightened up and grabbed onto the other man’s hips tightly as he began to thrust into him. Slowly at first, getting used to the feeling before his fingers dug into Maru’s skin and he began to speed it up. All he could hear was his own pounding heartbeat and Maru’s mixture of grunts and cries at each movement. The heat was overwhelming; Maru felt so good. Jin didn’t know what he was missing, Toma thought as he watched the older man claw at the wall.
He slapped Maru’s hand away when he saw that he was trying to run it over his own cock. “I’ll take care of that soon. Just help me.”
Maru nodded furiously as he tried to move his hips to each of Toma’s thrusts. Toma wrapped his arm around the other man’s chest and pulled him up so they were standing together as his thrusts became more frantic and shallow. Maru held onto Toma’s arm tightly, using it as leverage to move with him. His eyes almost rolled back when the younger man found his prostate and he cried out.
“I’m- oh god-” Toma panted as he moved as quickly as he could. He was almost there.
“Faster. Move faster,” Maru demanded, his fingernails digging into Toma’s biceps harshly.
With a strangled cry, Toma threw his head back and came. Maru had to hold him as the younger man shuddered and began to sink down onto the dirty ground. As soon as he could stand on his feet without wobbling, Toma pulled out of him and quickly took off the condom before tossing it into a random garbage can.
A muffled whining sound came from the back of Maru’s throat as he waited for something to be done with his own erection. Toma gave him a wink before pulling his own pants up. “You’re going to do something about this, right?” Maru asked hesitantly, afraid that he would be left alone in an alley with his hard cock hanging out.
“I’m not evil,” Toma smirked, before shoving Maru back against the wall and shoving his tongue into the other’s mouth, yet ignoring the erection that was bouncing against his stomach. The two messily kissed before Toma pulled away quickly. “I said I would take care of you.”
With that he slowly sank onto his knees. It had to be the alcohol once more, because Toma just bought those pants the day before. Yet it was so worth watching Maru’s curious and heated eyes on him the whole time.
His tongue darted out experimentally as he licked the tip of Maru’s cock, causing the other man to gasp. Without a warning, he opened his mouth widely and enveloped the other man inside. The back of Maru’s head banged against the wall, now dizzy from the pain and pleasure. His fingers wrapped tightly in Toma’s dark hair, setting up his own slow pace as he pulled and pushed.
Toma allowed Maru to fuck his mouth at his own pace, he was only returning the favor., but he grimaced at the thought of the sore jaw the next day. And when one of Maru’s legs draped over his shoulder, he knew that wouldn’t be the only thing sore. The younger man cupped Maru’s ass and Maru was balanced enough from that hold and his back against the wall to wrap both of his legs around Toma’s head, pulling him closer.
Toma needed to hurry up, the other man was taking so much out of him. He hallowed out his cheeks and allowed his teeth to graze the bottom of the other’s cock. Maru yelped and that ended up being the trick, because he quickly unhooked his leg from Toma and pulled out as he came, splattering all over the other’s face.
The younger man blinked as he watched Maru quickly tuck himself back into his pants and sink down in front of him. “Thank you,” Maru said quietly, his tongue darting out and cleaning Toma’s face.
“That was fun,” Toma shrugged his shoulders and sighed when he felt Maru’s tongue against the corner of his mouth.
As soon as Toma was cleaned up, the two stood up together and dusted each other off, their hands lingering a big too long around the ass.
“I’ve changed my mind,” Toma murmured into Maru’s ear as he hung onto the older man while they stumbled out of the alley.
“About what?” Maru tilted his head.
“I’m going to take you home and fuck you there too,” Toma grinned widely at Maru’s spluttering face and couldn’t remember a recent time where he was smiling so much. “Jin really is stupid.”