i could write a book
the one they'll say that shook
the world and then it took it back from me
and i could write it down
and spread it all around
get lost and then get found
and you'll come back to me
but i'm swallowed in the sea"

These are the erratic ramblings of an unbalanced mind. (inhale ( Read more... )

Hanging upside down over the side of the bed, the blood rushing to my brain- I could stay here all afternoon. I don't have to make decisions when I'm between the sheets, breathing deeply, eyelids fluttering... or in this case, suspended inches above the floor, cheeks turning pink, the world swirling before my eyes. Johnny upside down. Dresser ( Read more... )

I am happy. I am happy. I am soo miserably happy.If it weren't for gas prices, I would spend all night on the freeway. I like the headlights in my eyes, blinded to my surroundings, blissfully ignorant to what is lurking just beyond the painted boundaries. The sound of the road beneath my wheels, radio blaring "did you want to make this simple? did ( Read more... )

Do you ever see something
or hear something
or read something
that leaves you rather uncomfortable,

squirming inwardly,

confused about why you feel so unsatisfied and

unhelpful?

Joe ( Read more... )

I'm bleeding again ( Read more... )

The inside of my head has become a disaster area. Thoughts and ideas are bouncing off the walls, crashing into lamps and picture frames; some bounce right out of my mouth, others are set in a pattern that keep them destructively indoors. The summer sun has set for another year, my slumbering intuition is awakening and my laxed curiosity is stirring ( Read more... )

We are a nation obsessed with reproduction. Hold it right there, sick minds. I'm talking about plastic reproduction. If one is good, two must be better! Everything is just a copy or a make-shift replication of the real thing. Nothing is authentic anymore. Movies are remade, designer handbags are knocked off and sold cheaper, civil war ( Read more... )

I want to buy everything Oscar Wilde ever published, possess every word. He stirs my soul and draws shivers up my spine. Oh, to bring about that kind of emotion in an innocent bystander. I'm green with jealousy.

"When I like people immensely, I never tell their names to any one. It is like surrendering a part of them."At some point in your life, ( Read more... )

I bloody miss my friends so much it physically hurts my heart to think about it. I can't wait for school to start again and for some free time to spend bonding with my girls. Cindra used to hold me down and make me cuddle with her, I think she's going to have a hard time getting me off her now... ($5 admission, boys ( Read more... )