So yesterday I messed up really bad.  I ate some soy ice cream and veggie booty.  Today I ate a bagel so far (370 cals at most, but I think it was less cause it was kinda small).  I'm not eating anything else for the rest of the day.  I PROMISE.   

okay. so I was bad and had salad and a pita wih hummus.  That's 250 calories.  plus 90 from the popcorn before.  thats 340 total so far.  i'm going to try and keep it to alcohol and popcorn now.

So I thought since I'm alone now I'd write an update on how I'm doing ( Read more... )

Okay so this is my OFFICIAL goal for this weekend.  I will eat only at night when my diet wll consist of airpopped popcorn and rum and diet coke and shots of whiskey ^_^  I've had nothing to eat so far today and will eat nothing during the day saturday and nothing at all on sunday. I can do this!

Today was a miserable day foodwise I ate all I planned plus about 4 more slices of garlic bread and some cereal.  I'm guessing 1400 for the day which is HORRIBLE.. To punish myself for this, I am not eating at all this weekend or drinking (alcohol).  I simply do not need the calories.  By monday morning I'd lke to weigh 100 lbs. We'll see....

Hi everyone!

My name is Meg. I am 21 and have been struggling with an eating disorder since I was 12.  My lowest weight was 80 lbs and my highest was 112.  Currently I am 105.  I am 5'2" tall.

Every day I will write out a meal plan for the next day, in addition to any other goals for that day.  When the next daycomes I will write about how I did.

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