guess who finally has nothing to say- yep nothing nothing nothing nothing- o here is something- there is a tournament this saturday and i don't wanna compete- isn't that weird - i love sparring- and preforming- but i still have absolutly no intrest in doing this- to being- wow guess who's hosting and not prepared- guess who is competeting against ( Read more... )

omg she rocks- it is so rare to go out into the world and find someone who completes you and knows everything about you and came make u laugh till you can't breath and make you cry until ur gasping for air- lucky me- i didn't have to go looking- blood baby blood -everyone of u who reads this should know who im talking about- if not u must be really ( Read more... )

ok so thats was a hell of a lot of karate- but to tell u the truth - the karate was like an after thought- to my surprise- threre was a much bigger focus on the food - whata gonna do lol- the karate was rockin - and the food- well tastegasam- many times over- hilarities ensued- but if u want any real information then u'll have to give me a call or ( Read more... )

its been a while sience i've wrote anything in here- i'm not really up to looking over what i've been writing lately- so to type it would involve looking- so u'll have to wait in suspense. but i can update u on the rest of my week cause this will definetly be the last chance i have to do this for the rest of the week. so tomorow is tuesday which i ( Read more... )

ok so apperently nikki finazo has been reading my l/j. Hi nikki, i haven't seen u sience st catherines, how are thing going, school, the family? i haven't talked to you online for well i'd have to say years, i'm glad you all of a sudden showed some interest in my writing. And from what ang told me this went from nikki to mr davis to sensei ( Read more... )

ok so that whole securtiy - safe haven thing- still tough- i don't like to be lied to - not cool- and sience most of you have no idea who im gonna be talking about and this is a journal- ang lied to shaun like crazzy mad about dating SENSEI ROMANELLI - omg - who does that- omg - and shaun broke up with her - and then in her explination to all her ( Read more... )

this is for my kevin- a lil bit of reality- mixed w/ what would be if i was in fairy tale hopless romantice world and well if a bunch of stuff was different -ne ways- thanks for the verbage and the words- u inspire me- thanks for always being there- this a lil something i cooked up - take it in stride but know the emotion and feeling is all still ( Read more... )

Yesterday's goals, dim memories ( Read more... )

so yea i've been having well realizations about stuff- my past has come baq to haunt me one to many times- and its handicapping the development of my future- ppl places situations- i need to let it go- and it gets harder every time- i've developed this secure group of people i can rely on - one if family and the rest are mostly ppl i should have no ( Read more... )

Moving farther than I ever thought I would be capable ( Read more... )