So... Hi!

Oct 07, 2011 20:28

How are you guuys? Sorry that I'm not being a nice friend to most of you lately.

On August and early September, there's Ramadhan and Eid-ul-Fitr, both celebrated greatly in my country, which means a lot of reunions. There's also that certain computer training to give, which went along nicely for some classes and really annoying for the others. Also on September were preparations for my graduation, my graduation itself, coupled along with a(n English) transcript work (of a video where an American native did some training, and it was hell to do), and me being a transcriber for a workshop (also in English. Funnily, the American guy praised my wonky live transcription, while my professors who roped me in to it mostly looked dissatisfied. Ha).

This October, I mostly lazed out, though I'm freaking out about several interviews that I have to do next week for my second freelance work on a consultant that I barely know of, with no one that I really know of. I'm anxious because I'm afraid I would mess up, but well, the job would be good to build my experience, so it's silly to not take it. Aside from doing my old habits (playing video games all day, reading lots of fanfics, and downloading some tv episodes), I managed to write 3/4 of a fic that's jointly written by me and slashy_lady from a long time fandom. It's a WIP fic that was last updated I think around three to four years ago. It feels like an itch, so I feel the need to finish it. I'm still stuck with the last scene now, though it should probably be done soon.

I basically have no other reason to be out of touch aside from wanting to spend time alone with myself. The last two semester has been emotionally taxing for me. I haven't got much time to appreciate a private time alone with what I really wanted to do without worrying about something. I feel the need to breathe easily, and so I choose to take time for myself. I feel selfish, and I feel guilty about it, but it is quite refreshing.

Anyway, there are a few circumstances that blocked my intention to search for a steady job, so the free time might be more than I wanted. I probably would be going to a museum tour of some sort and catch up with my backlog. Hm. Ah well, I'll just see what I could do with it. So... What are you guys up to?

ramblings

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