another Easter...another year without my Mom and my second without my Dad...sigh...
I can't believe another Easter is here...my Mom will be gone 9 years tomorrow, please God...i was 28 when she left...I remember the day and yet I don't...when it was close, I said a little prayer...telling her that I'd be ok...sigh...now...almost a decade later, it's getting harder and harder to remember when she was around...i miss her...I really do...but sometimes...sometimes I forget what it was like...and that scares me...
I love you my Mommy...always will...never forget that...
add to that it's the second year without my Dad...he was March 1st last year...I lost them both around the same time...just shortly before my birthday too...it's like...is someone Up There testing me or what...??? sigh...I miss eharing: whatcha at? when I call...or him saying: it's warmie sis, it's warmie when it got too warm out...and him just being worried when I didn't call within 2 days...I miss that; having someone worry about where I was all the time...
I love you Daddy...I hope you're having fun with all your sea biddies...miss you...
I love you my Mommy...always will...never forget that...
add to that it's the second year without my Dad...he was March 1st last year...I lost them both around the same time...just shortly before my birthday too...it's like...is someone Up There testing me or what...??? sigh...I miss eharing: whatcha at? when I call...or him saying: it's warmie sis, it's warmie when it got too warm out...and him just being worried when I didn't call within 2 days...I miss that; having someone worry about where I was all the time...
I love you Daddy...I hope you're having fun with all your sea biddies...miss you...