getting my hopes up.
so if i hope for nothing,
i wont get my feelings afsdafasdf up.

is eventual.
that high had to end.
now i'm just me.

i hope it storms so hard that it rattles the windows.

i met a boy with my name.
i went to the beyond.
i chased lightning.
i laid in a hammock,
just hoping for one shooting star.
i had an in-depth chat,
i got kissed.
i raced the sunrise home to see who would make it first.
it was a tie.

i love my life. please don't ruin it.

so i hope everyone had as great of a day as me.
:] and i also hope that everyone celebrated.
as well as i did.

today i:
woke up next to someone amazing.
drove home and ate some sausage.
made five dollars at work.
had a nice turkey dinner with the family.
came home and myspaced somemore.
and now i need to go to bed.

its so weird that after two nights in bed with someone amazing,
i have to sleep alone :[

I met a guy. He's adorable, he's funny, he's the best cuddler in the world. When I think about him, it makes my heart beat faster. I get butterflies when I imagine all the places we could go. However... however. I don't want to get my hopes up again. I don't want to think that this could end in a few days ( Read more... )

I like you. A lot.
However....
"istillloveher."
does not give me much hope.

i just want another hand to cover mine, fingers to intertwine, hearts to beat, cheeks flushed from wine.

omg! post.
this is coming to you straight from my sister's laptop.
how is the world?
i am so disconnected from everything lately,
not just because i dont have a computer at my dad's.
but because i've been hibernated.
tell me whats going on.
i want to know.