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Okay.
Here it goes again.
I wonder if she HEARS herself talk.
I know I'm not perfect and I make mistakes.
I own up to them. I do. I try and try and give and give.
When will she give? Hmmmmmmmmmm?
Does she even know she's being icky?
I know she knows that it's not okay.
She HAS to understand that she's being mean and unreasonable.
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Rant of emotionally goodness.
I think life is harder than it should be...
Have I been bad to anyone?
Well, That's a stupid question, I know I've done wrong. I'm not perfect. I just wish people could forgive me sometimes.
Not all the time, I understand when it's too far to be forgotten.
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It ain't true.
Everything I ever knew said chase it
But I swear all my time with you was wasted
My time was wasted
It lasted about a week or two
Then every thing we ever had came unglued
And everytime I tried to tell you
Tell you
You'd yell and say don't complain to me
You got back everything you need
But that ain't true
I didn't get you.
So before you act like i'm all okay
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Sigggggh
Sometimes I don't know what to do
He's amazing but he's a little misunderstood
I cry for no reason, but my reason is good.
I stand for my morals, but I'd fall if I could.
He's sweet, but roothless when he's mad,
He's broken and angry and sometimes sad.
I have to be here for if I left he'd be done,
and I'm scared I'd melt in the never ending sun.
This ( Read more... ) -
Maybe...
Do you see yourself the way we all see you?
Sometimes I wonder if you're even really true.
Your whole personality is like a bad movie,
and when you open your mouth it's your own parody.
So please, don't you see?
You're not you when you drink.
I can see behind your blood shot eyes
and your half baked lies.
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(Untitled)
Dreams are like a fairy
flying high into the sky.
they're only real if you believe
and no one can tell you why,
noises fill my mind like a weird
buzzing calling for a change
Train stations and trees
leave me all but feeling strange.
Do you know how to escape
your own personal ways of hate
to shake your pollen down
from the stem of your regret
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Song/poem by me
I know you've never really treated me right
it's as plain as day, if you have the sight
but all I can say is that I take it
I take all your abuse
I guess I like being used....
You're everything that I want
but i never really seem to get
I try to make you happy
but you just leave in regret
I can never do anything right,
my loving always turns into a fight
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For Chelsee.
Hey are you still up
I need some advice
my tears are flowing faster
my skin is cold as ice.
and I try to be the one
the one that he wanted
and I always try to be that girl
cause I would die to be in that world
And I just want to be okay,
just stop, I know what you'll say
Please don't argue with me
you don't see the way I see
He's not the sweetest boy,
but he's ( Read more... )
